Light lamp

..... I feel like my life is a mess That for some reason keeps getting dropped, Why would I love and hate the person again? Why must I think relationship is not made for me? Why do I share feelings but don't have the capacity to love? Why do I share feelings but don't have the capacity to love? Why don't I know how to love? Why don't this madness end? Why don't this vicious cycle stop? Because I don't want to live a life that is shattered My heart finally healed but it's once again shattered I showed my true self but it didn't even matter When someone picks it up and drops it I thought I had found love But instead,I found sadness Why didn't it go right? Why did I give him a chance? Why does it have to fall back? Why did I try to love? Why must I trust him? Why must it be me again? It is shattered The butterflies are died Now my mind is all madness Can you see worry in my eyes? The bleeding of the life long scars has already ...