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Last year was a phase, A rough one, A smooth one with Lot's of lesson Lot's of tears Lot's of regret Lot's of Struggle(Physically, spiritually and emotionally) Lot's of Pain Lot's of unfulfilled vision Lot's of unfulfilled plans Lot's more... What are you going to hold unto and pass on to this year? Many of us couldn't do so much because we didn't carry God so much along with your plans? Yes, it was told to write down your vision but did it just end there? Have you thought about it, if that's also God's will for you? Dear Sisters Don't run the race of 2024 with a canal mind. Don't be in an hesitate to write that plans, Seek His will in accordance to your plans Intentionally pray and wait for His plans too Most times we are scared that His plans might not be exactly what we want at that moment but He is God He knows what's best for you, So why not depend on Him Trust in the lord and lean not on your own understanding I wish a s...

I have an invisible friend Who guides me through dark and pain. He always tells me not to give up As he believes in me when I don't believe in myself  When my paths are not clear And I am surrounded by fear, He holds my trembling hands and says, "Oh dear, don't you worry, good days are near!" Even though all I see are my struggles One day I finally asked Him, "How can you be so positive about everything?" "Just like after dark night comes bright day, Just like after every storm comes the calm, Through ups and downs, life always goes on." He said  He made me believe in miracles, Gave strength to my wings. No matters how impossible things may seem, He always make me see positivity  He is the reason I always smile. I never give up, I never blame  Because I have an invisible friend, And Hope is His name! Do you feel down, Do you feel lost Do you think nobody love or want you There's a friend that sticker closer than everyone. His name is Jesus and ...

  I lay in bed alone at night and wonder why I'm here. I do so much for everyone.  Why don't they show their care? I met this guy who said he loved me,  something I haven't heard in so long. He used me for my money;  What a ride he took me on. There is so much hurt I feel, so much anger trapped inside. Sometimes I wish my dad were here, but to me he's not alive. I have no one to talk to. These drugs seem to be the only way. Turns out it's a lie just like the smile I put on each and every day. I know outside I'm smiling; it's the face I fake for you, But inside my soul is crying and there is nothing I can do. I know my family loves me. I'm sick of feeling like this walked on rug thrown upon the floor. I lay in bed and wonder what the hell I'm doing here. Can I wake up from this dream? Can I please just disappear?  My dear sisters, There are some situations in life we just need to learn from Life is a training ground and there are many questions we wil...

Where did it go? The question I asked myself, I don't understand, How did I lost it? How did I lost that passion for God? How did I lost that hunger for God? My God! Yes, I still speak in tongues But, there's no vibe That zeal like I use to have while I was in campus, That zeal like the first encounter with Him My God! Where did it go? That Hunger and drive, I can't find it anymore... How did I get here? How did I get back? Someone help me... She screamed before realizing everything was in her thought  Dear Sisters, Don't get trapped in this world and forget the Word The word of God is essential to us as Christians Study the word for renewal of the mind Don't forsake the gathering of believers Pray, listen to edifying songs Watch who you follow on social media and the time you spend on it Don't be carried away, always ensure you go back to the SOURCE  *Alokan Temilade Victoria* *Light Lamp*

I am all alone and that's why nobody else can see me... Nobody knows me; I feel so alone. They don't see what talents I've shown. Why doesn't anyone truly understand? I just want to be part of the society. Nobody cares that I always cry. It makes me feel like I wanna die. The me you see is not the real me. This isn't who I wish to be. I hide the pain, I hide the strife. Honestly, I just want to escape this life. You'll never know the pain I feel. I'm running from this world, still wondering when my voice will be heard. They keep saying that I'm selfish, dumb, and cruel but can't you see that I will never let you win this. Now there's just one more thing that I want them to know, and it is that I will never let my sorrow show. The true me stays forever hidden. My friends and family don't know at all. Right now, I just want to be gone" These were the words Tomike poured out to the counselor. Dear sisters, I know many things are happening i...

There are moments, Where all you just want to do, Is cry out your mind because,  Words are not enough to justify how you feel... There are moments, Where all you do doesn't seem right, Even the things you use to do before... There are moments, Where it seems you are all alone You don't even know how to pray and Nothing seems to work... There are moments, You don't know the answer or reason why life treats you in an unfriendly way Everything seems to be going well but, All of a sudden, things changed You lost so much interest and, All you want to do is to be alone. Alone with your emotions  Alone with the struggle Alone with the burdens Alone and away from people Alone and away from social media... Dear sisters, There are going to be moments in your life Even Jesus encountered some moments in His life but, How prepared are you? Do you wait for the moment to come? Or, Do you prepare and gather enough strength for the moment? Either you like it or not, There are going to be mo...

BATTLE 51 *I FEEL FAR AWAY* "I feel so empty and everything seems so dull. I can barely breathe on my own. The light is gone and dark is back which covers me in endless black, My heart broken on the floor. I cry sometimes and just wish I can feel His presence again.  I need you Him; can't you see? It's obvious, He completes me. I lay on my bed crying all night, praying for things to be all right. For everything, I'm to blame. Remember me forevermore, Please don't erase me from your agenda. My heart will never be the same. Don't remove me from your plans. I knew I loved you from the start but I accepted you" Louis wept "Who is that? And what's his name? Because I feel the love is surreal" Yemi the counsellor asked "My everything, His name is God. These days, I feel I have been so far from him. I have lost my way as Sin as dominated me. I miss His presence and His inspiration. I pray every day for the Spirit of restoration. I want Him back...

How do I say it out? How do I not feel ashamed? I'm weak because I'm dying in my addictions I'm really confused on what to do because, We make it look like it's normal I really wish I can speak out, Who do I even tell and do not make a fool of me? I really wish I can lay off this mask I'm tired of making people see me as who I am The life I am living now isn't what I planned for How can I stop dying? I really need to do something about this" Shayo broke down Dear sister, So that you don't lose your reward,  So that you don't break down, You need to lay down your burden Some of you,  Have left the right way in search of Money Some of you, Feel like a sinner and can't go back to their right way  It's been a rough way but you need to put in your determination to move out Don't be stuck on the same spot Reach out to your father He is waiting for you in prayer Open your mouth to Him, He is ready to listen Don't feel bad about what your pa...