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I don't understand why there's pressure inside,  but the pain that comes from it brings a tear to my eye. I haven't talked about it but, I still feel pain inside of me. Is it a heart attack, or is my heart trying to put itself back from the years of being used, broken in pieces, quarters, and even halves When I finally have the courage to look at myself well at the mirror, I see I growth but I have aged. You're so beautiful; you look like an angel to me,  but by now I know wouldn't be receiving such compliments  Who am I to blame? But I guess,  I have a lot of work and time put in,  but for some reason all my attention were about the point  At this point I feel lost. I had inspiration to sing and write,  but now, I can't do anything  I know I must learn to forget,  practice ignorance, pretend to not exist,  I want to forget everything  Before I push the reset button for my heart,  there still a chance for a start. I miss myself...

The life of a Christian at times, may seem a little challenging but there's a peace within when you know His plans are good and His love is forever His grace is sufficient for you, It is what keeps you strong. For you are not a perfect man, And on your own cannot prevail. Sometimes doing the best you can, Even when it seems to no avail. Had your share of heartaches, Sometimes wondering to what end. The struggles may increase, But it's no cause for alarm. God's thoughts for you are of peace, To nurture and not to harm. God's at work in you for the best. You are flawed but fiercely loved, And He is not finished yet. God's perfect plan for you, You may not fully understand. But trusting, obeying and be grateful to be, Handled in His loving hand.  Dear sister, Don't ever think you are alone during challenges and don't ever look back or go back to pull the old skin(PAST). Stay with God and he will make your way prosperous *Alokan Temilade Victoria* *Light Lamp*

Sometimes, it will get to a stage, Where you don't know what's happening around you You just feel trapped in a cage..  No one sees it, Not even you.. You don't know what it's made of..  You don't even know where it came from..  but you feel it It feels like, it's all around you..  it is full of strength  that it forbids you to move freely..  it separates you from so many things and it strangles your thoughts..  You feel robbed but, You don't know what was taken..  You're in a place  but you don't know where you're heading next You know you've been through a lot  it is seizing you little by little..  you can't stay but you can't go..  You are trapped but no one sees it..  NOT EVEN YOU..  Dear Sisters, There's this feeling that feels there should be more but you end up realize there's nothing more because, You don't understand how you are feeling Today you are here, Tomorrow you are in another place. It's making your de...

Love doesn't argue about what's wrong or what's right. And don't expect to find a love that will last if the only place you're searching is in your past.. Don't settle for something just because it's what you know... We tell ourselves this time will be different. What may work for a little while longer is irrelevant... You can't fix what's already been broken. You can't believe the new promises that have been spoken, If you are still in pain This time won't be the same, yet you find yourself playing the game, but in this game nobody will win, Your heart is in a million pieces. Your life is full of hits and misses, but one thing that still remains is your ability to accept the things you can't change.  We all make decisions that we regret, but it's our choice to forgive and forget.  Dear Sisters, Always stay true to yourself and your values, Because in the end that's all that matters. Don't waste time thinking you're not wo...

Time flies and memories fade. People change and new friendships are made. Only the true remain forever at our side. Eventually the disappointment and pain will subside. It is all about the journey and what has yet to come. Life is what you make of it;  Life is too short to hold onto regrets. Forgiveness is key even though you may never forget. Cherish the good and remove the bad. Some people don't realize till it's gone what they've had. Moving on is a way of life. There will always be obstacles, pain, and strife. You must believe that you are strong enough to fight. You have to believe in yourself to do what is right.  Never be afraid to take a stand, And always be willing to lend a helping hand. A little bit goes a long way. All it takes is a smile to brighten someone's day. Your chance to live is now, so what are you waiting for? The world is yours for the taking and so much more. Endless possibilities are forever at your disposal. The chance to live another day is a...

Never stop caring about the little things in life. Never stop dreaming, and don't give into strife. Never stop thinking has your spirituality grown. Never stop building bridges that lead to better tomorrows. Never stop trying, and don't give into sorrow. Never stop feeling amazed at the beauty that surrounds you. Never stop hearing the music that lightens your spirit, and don't give up Never stop pushing away negative thoughts that makes you feel sad. Never stop looking at all the miracles you have had. Never stop loving the ones you hold dear. Never stop giving, and don't give into the fear. Never stop smiling, but look forward to each new day. Never stop shining in your own special way. Never forget that all storms will clear. Remember brighter tomorrows are always near.  Never stop praying Never stop giving Never stop studying Never stop the retreats Never forget the gathering of the saints  Never stop being You!, Don't fake it. Whatever you do, it's not a wa...