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"Oh lord, I want to pray for 6 hours like sis Biodun. Grant me the grace" Rebecca said "Jesus, I want to be known. Help me oh lord, raise my voice oh lord as you raised Deborah" Naomi prayed "Father lord, those kingdom women doesn't have two head. Why is my own case different. I want to do more for the kingdom, enlarge my vision" Esther prayed "My God my God, you are the lifters of men. The God that made Esther to be favoured in the sight of the king. Jesus, help me oh lord. Let me receive favour in the sight of king so that the world will know I have Christ" Mary prayed "Jesus, I am tired. I want your word to be manifested in my life now, so that I can shine" Dorcas prayed "Savior, I am stale. All my friends are married but only me is remaining. Give me a husband" Sarah cried... They all voiced out in tears, praying for hours as they lay their burdens before God but God is saying only *if you can give me more time*. Seek ...

Enough of hiding those silent tears and pains. You don't have to keep fighting yourself or keep being depressed. To gain freedom, you need to speak out. Speak out to God, whatever is troubling your minds tell it to Him. He knows your mind is troubled but He want you to call Him and talk to him. Tell him everything, he cares for you (1Peter 5:7) You can also find someone you can trust, someone matured enough to keep words and tell him/her what is on your mind. That struggle, that business idea that is troubling your mind, etc. Speak out.  In the counsel, you receive understanding and information that can help you through out the period. Enough of wallowing in tears, you need to put on the boldness and courage to speak out. Though it might not be an easy process but it's the best way to your recovery process....SPEAK OUT I love you, Yes you!  *Alokan Temilade Victoria*

Some days ago, I wasn't planning of drinking pap with milk but because I saw my sisters drinking their pap with milk. I decided I am also going to drink my pap with milk. While I was about to send my sister to get me milk, I sensed within me that I wasn't supposed to buy milk but I didn't listen. I sent my sister to buy milk but she came back saying, the mallam has closed his shop and every other shops that sells me, are not opened. I was not satisfied yet, I directed her to another place. Getting there, she couldn't still find milk and the woman in the shop, also directed her to another place but couldn't get milk.   I was upset and I drank my pap like that. Then my sister said "It's like God did not want you to get milk". I felt somehow with those words because I knew I wasn't even supposed to buy milk at first. Sometimes, obedience to God will come with losing the precious things we want, need and desire. It can come with giving up something you...

"Sir, I don't know but this is not the kind of life I choose to live. I don't even know how I became this. I don't know if He can still hear me because it has been long and I am feeling empty. I am confused, i don't know who i can call upon and that's why I have to rush and meet you sir" Sis Agnes said soberly and knelt down in front of Mr Bamidele "Sis Agnes, I am surprised by your words. How can you say who can you call upon, when you have Jesus. Have you forgotten your position in Christ. What exactly is going on? He asked " Daddy, I am not the Agnes I use to be anymore. I have lost my being and position in the things of unknown. Daddy, I am empty" she said and weeping profusely. "Sis Agnes, you need to be plain to me. Why would you say you are empty? No, you are not" He said  "Daddy!!! I have lost my fellowship with God. My worship life is dead, my study life is dead and my prayer life is dead. Daddy, my phone has become m...