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I AM EMPTY


"Sir, I don't know but this is not the kind of life I choose to live. I don't even know how I became this. I don't know if He can still hear me because it has been long and I am feeling empty. I am confused, i don't know who i can call upon and that's why I have to rush and meet you sir" Sis Agnes said soberly and knelt down in front of Mr Bamidele

"Sis Agnes, I am surprised by your words. How can you say who can you call upon, when you have Jesus. Have you forgotten your position in Christ. What exactly is going on? He asked

" Daddy, I am not the Agnes I use to be anymore. I have lost my being and position in the things of unknown. Daddy, I am empty" she said and weeping profusely.

"Sis Agnes, you need to be plain to me. Why would you say you are empty? No, you are not" He said 

"Daddy!!! I have lost my fellowship with God. My worship life is dead, my study life is dead and my prayer life is dead. Daddy, my phone has become my companion. I am addicted to my phone, i wake up in morning and slept at night with my phone in my hands. I became eager to check my chats, my message, my likes and comments. Little did I know I was moving out of His presence until this morning, when I came across a message that touched my soul. Then I realise I wake up everyday without saying just a word to my father. Daddy help me, I have left his presence and I am now empty" she wept

Hmm, it is very likely to have the mindset of emptiness when you realise it has been long you had fellowship with our Father.

Thank God you feel this way, what of those who don't feel or know anything and have departed from His presence. I understand how it feels but one thing I want you to know is that, whenever you find yourself feeling this way and you have the mindset of emptiness. Find your way back to worship, by the time you get into prayers and the word. Something comes back into your spirit and you are regenerated.

Whenever that mindset comes, it is not the time to think and cry but a time to find yourself back to God.

Don't be ashamed, be broken in His presence, seek for His mercy and draw strength from Him.
(Psalm 46:1, Psalm 138:3)

I love you! Yes, you!

Don't forget to get a copy of the book MIRACLE (The Female Child). Kindly message me to get a copy.

 *Alokan Temilade Victoria*
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