Light lamp

A world of peace, a world of hope. Not full of violence, crime and dope. I want all that's bad to be stopped in its tracks. I want all that's good and filled with all that it lacks. I need this world to become calm. I need all the innocent kept safe from harm. I pray that the day will soon be here. I pray all will be protected, all we hold dear. No more starving, illness or war. Let's step on through, open the door, To a fresh beginning, a place of joy, A wish for every girl and every boy. May the earth heal and feel safe once more. May it start afresh and forget all the horror and bad doings Let it begin, step by step, let the change commence. Let's wake up and use our wisdoms  Many are in pain and struggles each day. Let's all start to help heal, take the hurt away. I wish my dreams would come true, That we can start to save this world, make it good, for me and for you." Elizabeth said  Dear sisters  Let us learn from all our mess, Show more care and kindness...

Sometimes, it will get to a stage, Where you don't know what's happening around you You just feel trapped in a cage..  No one sees it, Not even you.. You don't know what it's made of..  You don't even know where it came from..  but you feel it It feels like, it's all around you..  it is full of strength  that it forbids you to move freely..  it separates you from so many things and it strangles your thoughts..  You feel robbed but, You don't know what was taken..  You're in a place  but you don't know where you're heading next You know you've been through a lot  it is seizing you little by little..  you can't stay but you can't go..  You are trapped but no one sees it..  NOT EVEN YOU..  Dear Sisters, There's this feeling that feels there should be more but you end up realize there's nothing more because, You don't understand how you are feeling Today you are here, Tomorrow you are in another place. It's making your de...

"I sat down and asked myself, at what point did I lost it. Then I realized, it was at that point when my power failed and I couldn't go on anymore. At that point, where my strength failed in terms of prayers, worship and thanksgiving At that point, where my world was crumbling and I thought I could do it all by myself At that point, where I made some decisions and it affected my whole life. At that point, where I lost my desire and zeal for God just because of the situations of life At that point, where my decisions were made by peer group At that point, where I realized it all and I wanted to get up but Satan maliciously pulled me down and made me think I was doing right. At that point, where I was grieved and angry at the things I couldn't achieve At that point, where the sickness became so much and I needed prayers after relying on my strength At the point where I failed and my result aren't speaking of who I am. At that point, where I got empty of the Word and coul...

BATTLE 41 *START AFRESH* For a very long time, I have been finding it difficult, To let go To find myself again I have belittled myself So much I feel like a loser now but, I don't know how to go about it. Deeply within me, I know there's more to me but, How do I start? I still remember the words from people, That hurts me I have many experience with people, That they look down on me There's no morale  How do I start?  To everyone going through this, Forget the memories that make you weak and sad, but not forget the memories that are an anchor to your strength. Forget the people who caused you pain, but not forget those who were with you through the storm  Forget your past, mistakes, and regrets, but not forget the lessons you learned from them. Forget the days when you cried silently, not aloud, but do not forget days that make you strong. Forget the old you, find yourself and explore, and emerge and shine as never before... YOU ARE MADE FOR MORE. YOU ARE MADE TO SHINE. ...

BATTLE 40 *PASSING THROUGH A LOT* I have done many bad things in my life. I have made poor choices and I have put myself down. I have never seeked help because I felt like if I did I would feel less. Friends come and go Right before you, You lose someone you love Yet through it all you still love your life. People leave you to fight alone You put on a fake smile to hide all your pain Yet someone still knows your hurt. You still try to satisfy those around you Thorough it all, you wouldn't change a thing Through it all, you wouldn't trade your life for fame and show. Struggles meet you in the face to watch you slip up Yet through it all you wouldn't change a thing. Through it all you wouldn't trade your life for fame. Dear sisters, There is someone who loves you and cares about you and also outside there. I promise you that. Don't fight what ever you are going through alone. It is hard and it might be frustrating and look miserable. Seek guidance and be happy. Jesus ...

There are times in life you feel you are alone and ask yourself "Why am I facing all these trial"  Sometimes, you feel lost in different emotions, where every direction feels like a dead-end to you. You feel alone and in search for an answer, you start to blame God for not meeting your needs. God never promised that life would be easy, trials will come in various forms but He did promise that He would never forsake you and that you can still have peace in the midst of the storm. Dear Sisters, God's love runs deeper than the deepest ocean and He is not altered by the moods that we bring. For every problem, He has a solution. He is consistently working behind the scenes. So whenever you feel like you're losing the battle and you want to just bow your head in defeat, remember, with God you are always the winner, for with Him by your side, you will never be beaten or mislead. With him by your side you are undefeatable. So, don't give up, when God hasn't given up o...

Some ladies are like a bird sitting on the ground and too afraid to fly. They have beautiful wings(talents and gifts) that could make them soar, but the pain of past failure is the cry of their hearts. Yet, God has said unto them, "Trust and have faith in me, for I will carry you in your flight. The miracle of life is waiting for you to see." After the assurance of God, there is still some doubts in them that says, "But I can't fly. I am weak, I am a failure! I will fall and feel pain. It's happened before when I tried to progress. I'm afraid of being hurt again." God said again, "I created you, and I will protect you. Your cry I have heard. Have faith in me. That's all you need to do. Fear not [there is nothing to fear], for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen and harden you to difficulties, yes, I will help you; yes, I will hold you up and retain you with My [victorious] right h...

BATTLE 39 DOES HE SEE IT ALL He sees it all, those silent tears and unending circumstances happening to you He sees it all, those struggles and pain you have been holding unto for a long time.  He sees those moments when things seem difficult, miserable and even life is turning away from you He knows how it feels, remembering those moment you had lost with your beloved ones. Thinking of how beautiful and caring they were and leaving without saying goodbye He knows about those lonely moments and how you wished you could find someone close to you. To understand you and to talk heart to heart matters with, without being misunderstood. He sees how you wonder life can really be unfair to honest and good people like you but all you have to do, is go off to focus on how to mend your life He sees how you try to be strong even in the midst of the circumstances and how you wish for a miraculous help. Dear Sister, I want you to know that every circumstances is not there to stay forever. I kno...

"Many are carried away by some many things and have refused to find themselves in the midst of it all" Pelumi said "For most of my life, I've been on a search to discover just who I might be. Earnestly searching, day after day, so desperate to recognize me. I've felt moments of utter fulfillment and moments I couldn't go on but I knew for the sake of my heart and my soul, to succeed, I would have to be strong. The people around me seemed so lost themselves that I feared I might be one of them but then there'd be someone who would reach out and help and remind me I wasn't alone. I thought if I finally felt sure of myself and then the pain, the struggles would cease but I've learned that this journey to self discovery is endless. The discoveries are fresh every day, and no matter how much I might know of myself, they'll be times I will still lose my way. And as I've grown older, I truly believe, i may never know all I can be but the answers ...

BATTLE 38 *I WISH* I wish someone can hear me scream. You would never know it, The constant pain I feel, because in the light of day it doesn't seems real. Can't you hear my silent screams? They are so loud that they echo in my dreams. Behind this face that carries a smile. Lies a an unknown person with different issues. My silent screams have been going on for years but it always falls on so many deaf ears. How can they hear these silent screams when it only echoes in my mind? Sure, I'll play, I'll laugh, I'll sing some songs, But that pain is always alarming because it's been there all along. They can't hear my thoughts if I keep telling them I'm fine. What can I tell them? These silent screams carry no words. It's just feelings of sadness How can I explain so people understand this? It's like walking around with a choked mind I can't explain how this feels; it's so extreme, So I hold my mouth shut to cover my silent screams. The moment...

In life there are people that will hurt you and cause us pain but you must learn to forgive and forget and not hold grudges. Don't keep it in mind, sincerely forgive them and keep moving. In life there are mistakes you will make, but you must learn from our wrongs and grow from them. Make sure when you fall, you rise again. Also, learn from your mistakes.  In life there are regrets you will have to live with, but you must learn to leave the past behind and realize it is something you can't  change. Quit regretting your actions to avoid past pain. In life there are people you will lose forever and can't have back, but you must learn to let go and move on. Those memories with your friends or family, cherish them. Don't brood too much on it and move on In life there are going to be obstacles that will cause interference, but you must learn to overcome these challenges and grow stronger. Don't be consumed by challenges. There's a breakthrough at the end, only if you...

Do you believe God is working out everything for good for you?  Do you believe God is turning your mess into a message? Do you believe your struggles shouldn't make you feel less of God? Do you believe He created you to struggle in life? Do you believe God is capable of bringing you out of that situation? Do you believe God is going to make a way for you? Do you believe God is present in every challenges? Do you believe God is in control of that problem going on in your home? Do you believe God is able to save you? What do you believe? At the center of it all, who do you see that is capable of saving you? Don't let the situation around you draw you away from you.  Don't let the present situation you are going through make you discard the presence of God. Let me tell you something, don't wait till everything doesn't feel right/ fall apart before going to pray or speak to God. Constantly have a relationship with God, He is still in business of making wonders out of pe...

What do you have for me? What other things am I to believe when I have heard enough? How am I supposed to trust You When You feel so far away? How can I grow closer to You When it is here I am forced to stay? GOD, You gave me so many promises, And none of them have come true. I am still knocking on the door And asking and seeking for You. I thought it was Your desire To fill me with living water, Yet I am still stuck And thirst for You, my Father. It has been a whole year, Lord, And I still cannot hear Your Word. I have this terrible growing fear That You will leave me here. God, my faith is so, so thin. My spirit is completely dry. I don't know how all this fits in, And I don't understand the reason why. I hate feeling separated from You And this frustration in my heart. I do not know what to do Or where to even start. Its like all do is in vain? Am I too confused to find You? The only thing I find is pain And confusion over what I should do. "Ask and you will receive,...