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MY STRUGGLE


BATTLE 41
*START AFRESH*

For a very long time,
I have been finding it difficult,
To let go
To find myself again

I have belittled myself
So much
I feel like a loser now but,
I don't know how to go about it.
Deeply within me,
I know there's more to me but,
How do I start?

I still remember the words from people,
That hurts me
I have many experience with people,
That they look down on me
There's no morale 
How do I start? 

To everyone going through this,

Forget the memories that make you weak and sad,
but not forget the memories that are an anchor to your strength.

Forget the people who caused you pain,
but not forget those who were with you through the storm 

Forget your past, mistakes, and regrets,
but not forget the lessons you learned from them.

Forget the days when you cried silently, not aloud,
but do not forget days that make you strong.

Forget the old you, find yourself and explore,
and emerge and shine as never before...

YOU ARE MADE FOR MORE. YOU ARE MADE TO SHINE. If you keep getting worried about what other people will say, you will gradually lose your voice.
Depend on God and let Him lead you right

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
*Light Lamp*
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