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Time flies.... People change and new friendships are made. Only the true remain forever at our side. Eventually the disappointment and pain will subside. Life is all about the journey  Life is what you make of it; Life is too short to hold onto regrets. Forgiveness is key even though you may never forget. Cherish the good and remove the bad. Some people don't realize till it's gone what they've had. Moving on is a way of life. There will always be obstacles, pain, and strife. You must believe that you are strong enough You have to believe in yourself to do what is right.  Always do for YOU no matter what you do, Because in the end the only one who has your back is GOD and YOU  Never be afraid to take a stand, And always be willing to lend a helping hand. A little bit goes a long way. All it takes is a smile to brighten someone's day. Your chance to live is here, so what are you waiting for? The world awaits you  Endless possibilities at your disposal. The chance to l...

Getting left behind Not being loved No one understanding No one caring Are my fears, I had a dream  I was lost No one tried to  Find me No one cared No one listened Or understood Feeling left out Feeling like no one  Understands Feeling like no one  Can hear me When I'm screaming  To be heard Wishing I could change Wishing I could make it better Wishing for another chance Wishing for someone who  Will come and save me From myself. My fears Not being heard Being left behind Not being understood How can I Disappear and Make people understand? My fears, People laugh People tease People misjudge  People misunderstand  Me. Behind my back, They laugh, Tease, Hurt, So I can't see them. It hurts. Now, I hide this pain  In my heart Making sure no one sees My hurt, pretending to be Someone I'm not. Trying so hard To fit in, To cover the Scars, Trying so hard to be liked The pain I've caused, the hurt The disappointments The worries Hoping now People un...

Tears, go away. Why must you come back almost every day? You remind me of my pain. You remind me of my past. Why can't you go away? Just let this happiness last. You're telling the story of a child in the past. She's stuck with the memory of what has just happened, Praying to God one day she won't be broken. The bruises, the scars, The ones that will never heal. She grew up thinking that's how you need to feel. Tears, came as she leaves this world "So young, so happy" for all they know. Beaten as a child, Not loved all her life, Backstabbing friends. And that's my life.... "Ayomide said Dear Sisters, Don't let the pain, scars, bruises of that past weigh you down I know there are days When you wish you didn't have a rough past but the truth is that, It's not your fault and you are not the only one with a ugly past Many people are trying to put on a smiles but, Currently passing through a lot Don't be thinking you are the only one  S...

I'm the girl who hides behind a smile every day. I'm the girl who has a tough exterior, But that's not who I really am. I'm the girl who has a lot of problems But doesn't share one thing. I'm the girl who keeps everything bottled up. Sometimes I just need someone to talk to.  Someone to care about me. Someone to listen to my problems. Someone to hold me when I cry. Someone to love me. Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows what I go through every day. Nobody knows what I have to do just to make it through the day. Nobody knows that I'm the girl who isn't who I say I am. And I'm the girl who will cry herself to sleep every night"Muna said in tears as she confessed to her mum.  Dear Sisters We really need the spirit of discernment this period. Many are living but their selves I know we are in a tough time and I pray the lord supply all the strength we need Yet, we should be weighed down by our circumstances There's no solution in worriness We ...

There is a girl who sits in the corner. Her heart is crying out. There are people all around her, But no one seems to hear her shout. Her life was once happy, Full of love and care. She was always laughing. There was always someone there, But now her life seems empty. What's missing, she doesn't know. Her true feelings she doesn't show. Her once colorful and cheerful life Has turned so dull... She once enjoyed her group of friends; Now she just wishes them away. For when she is by herself, She can break free from her shell. She can let the unhappiness break free And unleash the devil from hell. Because at the end of the day, When everyone's in their beds asleep, The misery surrounds her, And the pain, cuts so deep. She wants somebody to listen, Someone to understand. But when she opens up, Nobody wants to lend a hand. This time it's no longer in words, She cry her tears at night. As she cry, she feels a release From the terrible pain in her head. Dear Girl, Some peo...

I remembered, I was telling some group of people that "I can't go to a place I wasn't invited to". Many people said several things, giving their opinion on what I said but I stood firm on what I said and I wasn't bothered.  While I was brooding over some people opinions. I got to realize something's. Bible says, "Ask and it shall be given unto you. Knock and the door shall be open unto you" Asking Him, is calling His presence into the situation. Dear Sister, You have been going through a lot, the lord sees it all but have you invited Him for Help. You feel because He is God and He sees it all, He should be able to do something but the bible has asked you to "Ask" Ask,  Call upon Him and invite Him into that situation. If you don't grant Him access through the confession of your mouth and the sincerity of your heart, there is no how He can come in... God sees it all but He still want us to ask Him.  Just like I saw the invitation card bu...

"Joke, this phrase is too much for me to bear. Everyone keeps telling me to hold on but for how long? I don't think I can hold on again"Busayo said "Hmmm..My sister, I understand you perfectly. I might not be feeling the pain but I have been there. Trust me, everything is going to be fine" Joke said "I hear this literally everything and I kept holding unto these words but nothing has changed. Why? Why is it taking too long for God to change this? I am tired and I can't even keep up again. I am tired of eyeservice, I am tired of acting up, I am tired of waiting for too long, I am tired of thinking all will be well. I just want everything to be well. I sincerely desire this and also, at the same time, I am tired of staying for too long" Busayo said as she sighed "Bussy [short form of Busayo], I know you might not understand now but God surely have a plan for you. Things might not come the way you expected it because God doesn't move in our t...

"Tori, something is wrong with me. Back then, I usually get several invites to minister but now, things aren't the same.  I don't even understand what is going on. These days no invites yet I have never missed prayers and studying of the word. Everything is just silent. Oh, I miss those period back then" Bukola said as she was lamenting "Wow Bukky (short form of Bukola)..I expected more than this from you. Why will you say or even think like this? What's going on with you? Tori said as she was confused Hmmm.. What many have and are holding unto, is the memory of back then. You will hear words like, back then in school. I used to be on fire.  Back then, everyone around knew me that I am always hot and on fire Back then, I could read the scripture ten times a day Back then, I had several encounters and trance with God Back then, I had lots of Rhema Back then, Back then, Back then... Holding unto the Flashbacks then but what is happening now? Just because you ar...

I know the title might look strange but I want you to patiently read through Hmmm...many people are caught up in the web because of something's that doesn't seems to be seen yet. Many cry lord, I want to know you but after knowing Him, is that all? Aren't you concerned about seeing like Him and to be like Him....living according to the word. Many have given up on things that they ought not to give up on because they don't see like Him. Hmmm...God has said something's about you but because it's not manifesting now, you refused to see like He sees. God has told you I am making you a solution to nation but it's not looking like and you are not seeing what He is seeing about you. God has told you something but because you can't see it now, you think it's not going to come to pass because you can't see it. It is important to know God and it is also important to see like He sees you. A lot of people have left the lane they are because they can't se...