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WALLS


It’s usually dark and empty,
In the place that I hide,
I’ve built up walls,
I let no-one inside.
I feel comfortable dealing alone but,
The truth is, I want to someone to see me,
Don't mind me, how can they when I built walls around me.

I want to break free,
I just don’t know where to go,
I’ve built up these walls,
So no-one would know.
If I could just tell you, 
Would you love me the same?
I’ve built up these walls,
I’ve got no-one else to blame.

The pain in my heart,
Is growing rapidly,
I’ve built up these walls,
So no-one would see.
Someday I will step outside,
Feet planted firmly on the ground,
But someday they will come tumbling down. 
I also feel the day is near yet, I keep building walls around me 

Dear Sisters,
You can't deal with emotional pain by your strength.
Keeping walls around you is like dieing gradually 
I know you feel lonely in the battle you are trying to overcome but the truth is,
The burden will be so unbearable and you can't blame others for not seeing it because you have walls around 

Walls of fake smiles,
Walls of everything is fine
Walls of pretence
Walls of I can deal with it alone
Walls of what will people think of me
Walls of false hope.

Ladies, speak out.
Find someone to confide in, there's definitely someone you are close to and can always talk to you either a friend, sister, mentor's. 

Don't let guilt, condemnation or negative thoughts stop you from breaking down those wall.
You don't fight an emotional battle by keeping quiet!!!
SPEAK OUT,

I know you are scared of what people will say or think. Sometimes you might not get the right motivation you need but you need emotional freedom!!

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
*Light lamp*
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