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My tears were personate by the rain
Unseen by all, alone with my pain

I hid behind lies when things got tough
Forced myself to think it was enough

For every time that I broke down
There was a fake smile to cover the frown

Each night was a cover to hide my cries
To keep showing all these lies

If I could go back, I'd change it all
Stop myself from starting to fall

Captured by hatred, I lost everything
I knew it was wrong but it felt so right

I couldn't live without the pain
Or the anger coming through my vein

For every truth, a lie l learned to hold
Watching each one start to unfold

If I could go back, all that would change
And all lies and time wouldn't seem so strange

I'd undo my lies and make them true
Hold on tightly to all that I do

Forget the thoughts and think of his words
And couldn't expect the best

I'd forget that I cried those tears
Remember only every one,one of my fears

I'd try never to remember the memories
It brings pains to my heart

I'd try to be everything that I lost
Before I fell, remember the cost

Hope for the best and try to be
All that died when I lost me

I'd turn back time to redo all this
And relive the life I almost missed

No longer would fake smiles appear
They had be true with nothing to fear

As though this was really true
But now there's only one thing I must do

Go back in time and erase this pain
Wash it away

Go back to proof
That I wasn't the person you think I am

All this could happen if I went back
And in my life, i'd be on the right track....

Someone having lost what they used to be,tried to change for someone else and now wishing they could go back and change it....I have come to realize not everyone wish to be what they become because they want to satisfy the other person but I tell you it's not the right way because you would end up living another person life and at the end it would result to pain.
Anyone who love you must love you for *WHO YOU ARE* not what he want you to be... It won't last, you would regret your actions and the next thing in line is only  *IF YOU COULD GO BACK*
...I must tell, I understand the pain..
My advice " *Before you take any action,think well. Never bend your principle to suit anyone... BE YOURSELF* ...

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Unknown said…
Nice write up dear... Its cool.
Living to please man or being links someone is just Luke being under the control of a man and at the same time wanting to be the boss of the man... Its either you are a leader or servant. So we all are just parts of the body and no one is the body alone!
14 May 2018 at 17:02
Unknown said…
Good one... Temi
16 May 2018 at 13:00
Light lamp said…
Exactly.. Thanks for your comment .. God bless you
25 June 2018 at 05:30
Okon Ukeme Cornelius said…
Thanks dear... It's very interesting. We really need to view life from God's perspective and not ours. Please keep inspiring.
4 February 2019 at 04:08
Light lamp said…
Yes.. It's highly essential
Thank you
God bless you
4 February 2019 at 07:27
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