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Sitting down on my chair With my book and pen on the table Receiving several words from my mind I kept wondering what could be wrong What is happening to the youths? I asked myself Are these the leaders of tomorrow? Who drowns their youthfulness in pits just because they are enjoying their youthful days Who go into corrupt business(Yahoo,itunes cards, prostitution, etc) in the name of BLESSERS Who go in search of ladies pants Who rush into marriage(introduction and engagement, the definition of their marriage) all in the name of pregnancy Who joyfully swim in the pool of liquors As they are enslaved by sex And are decorated with AIDS Youths today are surrounded by drugs They are filled with violence They will hurt you for money They enjoy relationship with benefits (sex,money,etc) They don't care what people think or say They are having babies out of wedlock..they tried getting rid of them but they cannot anymore Youth today are becoming homosexuals They don...

I hurt all over again Because I cannot forgive I am lost I try, but I still resent those who stabbed me straight through the heart My parents My friends My ex lovers My community I want to let it all go I want to be happy again Put my shattered heart back together like the other promised Tell me I am wrong Tell me what I am thinking need to be stopped Tell me I am not okay Tell me I need fixing Silence the voices screaming in my head Show me who I am Pull me away from the thoughts that are drowning me I am tired of putting on an act I am tired of lying I am tired of pretending to be okay I am tired of dying inside I am tired of blaming myself severally I am tired of struggling I am tired of the battle of the mind I am tired of being everyone scapegoat I tried my ways but it didn't go well Help me God I want to let it all go I want to let go of every pain I want to let go of my past I want to let go of regret I want to let go of everything that pulls...

Will I ever understand? Will I ever believe? Can I make this heart see? Can I ever comprehend? Just how much you love me How much you are That no matter what, You are always there. Lead me to the way, To your love and grace Train me to stay And not to escape I may not be ready, I may never be But if you could show me Just how to let go I might be able to let your love flow I know it is a journey down a long road With twist and turn and it won't be easy But I am willing to stick it out Because I have realized it is not about me I want to understand I want to believe To make my heart see To be able to comprehend Just how special I am The way you made me Wow.. The unfailing love. I have realized that no one can ever fully comprehend God's love. If we could, it would not be as powerful or as amazing. That's what make his love so special, so different from everyone other love. We can never fully understand it, it is beyond human understanding. That do...