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FIX ME

I hurt all over again
Because I cannot forgive
I am lost
I try, but I still resent those who stabbed me straight through the heart
My parents
My friends
My ex lovers
My community
I want to let it all go

I want to be happy again
Put my shattered heart back together like the other promised
Tell me I am wrong
Tell me what I am thinking need to be stopped
Tell me I am not okay
Tell me I need fixing
Silence the voices screaming in my head
Show me who I am
Pull me away from the thoughts that are drowning me
I am tired of putting on an act
I am tired of lying
I am tired of pretending to be okay
I am tired of dying inside
I am tired of blaming myself severally
I am tired of struggling
I am tired of the battle of the mind
I am tired of being everyone scapegoat
I tried my ways but it didn't go well
Help me God
I want to let it all go

I want to let go of every pain
I want to let go of my past
I want to let go of regret
I want to let go of everything that pulls me down
I want to be fixed

This is a prayer of my hurting, breaking and bleeding heart
Help me Jesus
Help me let it go
Of all that cause my tears
Help me
Remould me
Teach me
To forgive
To let go
To heal

I need you Jesus
I don't want to live by my pain
I don't want to struggle with my past
I don't want to blame myself anymore
I don't want to cut anymore
Help me Jesus
Please
Help me
Fix me again

This is a prayer a cry from deep within reaching out for God's help. God's help does not look at who you are before he can answer you. He is accessible to everyone, so his help is to everyone. It was out of God's mercy and love that he sent his only begotten son to die for us and it still remains the same till today

Before crying out for the help of God, that means you have tried every means you know to fix yourself but it's not fixable and you still get hooked everytime by what you are facing... Later you realize it is not by your power and by your strength and then you cry unto Jesus (our Savior) who can help you fix everything and because of his love and mercy for humans, he grants our request

Right where you are, I want you to know, there is nothing that looks like it is the biggest or greatest problem or challenge in your life that Jesus cannot fix.

Matthew 9:20-22....This is a story which we are familiar with, a woman struggling with the issue of blood for  12years...God knows what she would have practiced, where she would have gone just to be fixed.. But immediately she touched the edge of his garment, she was made whole. But all this did not just happen, it happened because she kept telling herself and believing that if its only the touch of the garment, she would be restored and Jesus told her your faith (believe) has made you well.
She was healed just because she BELIEVE. she believed even when she was not fixed yet... So what is that challenges, pain, struggles,etc...that you are fighting with for so long... All you have to do is Believe.

Before crying for the help of God, believe he can fix it... Don't just come and do let me try if he can fix me.

Yes, you are crying to him to fix you but also believe he can fix you.. Believe in your heart ...It is another thing to be broken before him and also another thing to believe in him.The two must work together for your healing

If God can fix the woman with the issue of blood, what is that you are struggling from,things that keeps pulling you down..he can fix them all.
What looks like years to man is like a minute in the sight of God..He is our Savior and he would fix you

Keep telling yourself you are fixable and believe in him just like the woman with the issue of blood....Make him see your heart that you believe in him

Don't forget to drop your thoughtful comments
God bless you all

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