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SILENCE


“Forever, the pain had made me hidden. I could not talk about it to anybody, neither did my closest friend knew about it but it was a pity that my mother who knew about it, joined the association of shutting the voice. How could my mother, be part of those who ended my future and dreams just because of her selfish interest.

Everyday of my life, I grew with my voice shut. I lost my social interest, my friends, my self esteem. I became depressed, mentally disarrayed, pitiful, emotional dead and heartless, as I began to work on my revenge and the days remaining to execute my plans.

I cried silently to stop my voice from being heard each time he came into my room. The monster who called himself my step father and my mother who was always aware of how he raped me, I  had no courage to talk. Moreover, who else can believe me? If my mother was there to watch me pass through all these.

My step father didn't only silenced my voice, he murdered it by getting me married forcefully to a man who beat and raped me because I refused to have sex with him. Now, I have three children who haven't heard my voice and also, haven't recognized me as their mother. I have been silenced forever, I need help, I want to regain my voice to stand again. How can I regain my voice? Mrs kofo asked.

Hmmmmm....To get an answer, drop a message @letstalkaboutsexualstruggles@gmail.com. Also, are you struggling sexually due to some experience and you want a way out or you have questions to ask, feel free to drop a message....I love you all!!!
    Alokan Temilade Victoria.
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