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ONE DAY YOU WILL FORGET


*PART 2*

After a while she felt ill. What do you think ? She was pregnant with twins.
It was impossible to hide. She couldn't. She was shamed and terrified.
Angry as ever, he came right back and attacked her again. She fought him all night, crying and screaming. She was inside, hurting and it took her months after that before she was able to tell on  him. When he figured out there was a child in the equation, he tried to kill me but she grew up fast.

His words are empty threats to her now. She've grown deaf to them. Sometimes, she feel as if he is still there, on top of her. She had nightmares and she woke up screaming like she did when it really happened.
She wish she could die but then, she just look at her two daughters. They don't look at all like him.

Someday she'll tell them what their father did and someday she'll come back and haunt him, like he did to her.
Someday I'll forget, she assured herself” She said as she looked up with her teary face. “That lady was ME" Mrs Afolayan said as she wiped her tears.

Arike was shocked and she said “This was similar to what happened to me but I am not pregnant. I just want to put an end to him hurting me. I can't think anymore, she what he did to me. Look at how I look like. I want to overcome it, how did you overcome yours?.

“Hmmm, you know people say I am brave, courageous and strong but deeply within me i know i am weak. When I couldn't take it anymore and I was about to run mad. I cried, shouted and call unto God. I was surprised how my life became a miracle.
Isaiah 41:10, Psalm 147:3. He regenerated my mind, soul and heart. I had the mindset of killing him but now that was in the past. The best thing I ever did was to forgive him, forgive myself and move on with myself. *It wasn't easy but that is the processes to your healing point.* And that is also the way to overcome.
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