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Welcome to Thoria's Diary Page 51  *ENITAN'S STORY* They said time is supposed to heal the pain from the past but why is mine different. I have waited, for a long time, and I am still waiting for the remedy to heal my broken heart. Memories upon memories Time upon time and nothing seems to change. I want to wake up each day and live a normal life but the memories and stigma can't leave my mind. What then is left for me? How can I progress, when I can't let go the memories of how painful the pains are. To every Enitan, There are some memories that seems inseparable. It just seems glued to your mind even after assuring yourself that you will forget all of it but nothing seems to work Hmmm Enitan, I want you to know that your past is in your past. Those hurtful memories are not what you can hold unto. Forget about it, let it go! Focus on the present, Leave the past to the past, Study on the word and reflect on God's promises about you. Look at the mirror, admire yourse...

Welcome To Thoria's Diary Page 50  *OLAYINKA'S STORY* "How can I find myself back from the world full of enticement? How can I choose to different among all peer? How do I choose to stand out among all pressure of the world How can I be different in this world" Olayinka said as she mediate on these words. I am tired of everything. Things are not going too well anymore. I can't even find my place and identity again. I think I have lost myself and voice. I don't even know my capacity anymore. I have been struggling to find my place back and go back to the drawing board but I can't do it anymore. All I see around is pressure, frustration and depression...Olayinka sighed as she thought of everything that has been going on with her life. Dear Olayinka, If you are reading this, I want you to know that the pressure in the world is real and frustrating and if you don't know your place in Christ, you will be moved by the things around. I know it's not easy ...

Welcome to Thoria's Diary Page 49  *LOLADE'S STORY* What more can be displeasing than a beautiful lady like me, who is struggling to love and stay in a relationship. Tito, my friend always advice me to go to a psychologist for check up. Nobody seems to understand me because nobody knows the origin. It's not as if I am happy with everything that is happening to me. I tried severally to make every of my relationships work but it seems fruitless. I am a lover of God but I realized the pains and hatred for love was birthed by my parents while I was growing up and it's still affecting me. I wish I could forget the past but every of my efforts to forget, seems negative. I have dated 5 men in my life but I always end up breaking up with them without any reason. I cried because I live in the shadow of love. I loved Bro Emmanuel so much that I thought I will be spending the rest of my life with him. I saw the future with him but every of the vision collapsed the night I called h...

What are you planning of receiving as a gift? What is the gift you are giving out? Like every ladies, Jadesola was happy to have a man in her life. Someone she can share thing with and could go out with on the Valentine's day for celebration and for the gift she cannot wait to receive. Jade looked forward to the day with lots of positivity and hope. Little did she know that it was a day that will always haunt her, anytime Valentine day is being celebrated. It was a day she kept reminding herself that she could have avoided the celebration. Jade and Daniel had been together for two years. He asked her about her plans for the day and she told him she has none. So, he said, “We will go out today.” “Thank God I will spend this year's Valentine with him” she muttered to herself. Her plans was to have a fun day with him and nothing more. She woke up earlier than the usual time and tried to look best without revealing any part. With a flowery red gown, white low heels and a silver sto...

A lot of things are going on in the world and trust me, it is taking the self esteem of some people gradually.  To some people they know and to some people, they don't know.  Some are living in depression knowingly and unknowingly (because, they don't know). Nothing in this world seems happy or pleasant to them because there is no joy. Trust me, the storms and pressure of life will come but who you truly are and what you stand for, is what will hold you in the face of it all. To some people, Christianity isn't real. To some people, faith is scam. Some are not who they are anymore because of what they are passing through. If you can't hold unto your faith in the midst of the storm, what do you want to hold unto? The Word or the World? I know some people are thinking..."ah... it's not what you think..... The storm has different levels..... Maybe, she hasn't faced anyone because if she has, she won't be talking like this".  Dear Sisters, Don't be ...

This is an usual writing. It's different and significant. Make sure you read to the end and I believe it will bless you. Sometimes, I wonder if I can ever stop giving advise to my dear sisters. Just like someone is thinking now... Smiles, we are in a world with so many people with different challenges, problems... Different prayer request, Different goals and vision, Different academic qualifications, Different choice, Different wants, etc. But, the goal of everyone is to achieve their goals and vision but the most painful part is everyone want it to happen fast without minding to skip the process. Some are impatient to wait for the process and then competition set in.  Yes, I know you want the luxurious life. I know you want to spend and enjoy yourself but beyond that what do you want to be known for? What is going to be your impact in the lives of people? Don't think money can cure everything, beyond that what do you have to offer?  It's inapt how people spend to take car...

Welcome to Thoria's Diary Page 48  *OMOTOLA'S STORY*  "Everyday, seems so difficult and I feel I might not be able to make it. Why does it have to be this difficult?  I have let go of many thing. I have lost communication with people I use to relate with and it seems I am all alone in my world. I don't even know the state I am. It feels, I am in a CHOKED STATE. The state refers to "E choke". I just hope they don't see me as being proud and I hope they really understand me and see me as the jovial Omotola I use to be" Omotola said as she felt so bad To my Dear Sisters, Hmm... everyone has one thing that they are dealing with presently. Just because you see how strong someone is, doesn't mean they don't have what they are experiencing. The only difference is that, they know how to handle it and still come out strong. I know it can be frustrating to think you are on a spot. Sometimes, you feel you don't even understand what's going on ar...

Welcome to Thoria's Diary Page 47  *OMOLOLA'S STORY*   What a great day, a day I can't forget. It's my graduation day and I got lot of greetings, warm hugs from friends and families They really made my day and I felt so special. After the whole celebration, I got home and I began to think deeply within myself. "What next after now" but as soon as I began to think, tears began to drop down from my eyes. Though right in the hall, I have been crying whenever I think about something's. My friends thought it was tears of joy but it wasn't. They thought i was going to miss them all but it was far beyond that and I wish I could tell them but I just could not. It was the tears of knowing that I will be going to that messy home It was the tears of knowing that, I might not be as spiritual as before because of what I am going to encounter at home. It was the tears of knowing that, I will return back to the life I lived before I entered the school because I know ...