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 *OMOTOLA'S STORY* 

"Everyday, seems so difficult and I feel I might not be able to make it. Why does it have to be this difficult? 

I have let go of many thing. I have lost communication with people I use to relate with and it seems I am all alone in my world.

I don't even know the state I am. It feels, I am in a CHOKED STATE. The state refers to "E choke". I just hope they don't see me as being proud and I hope they really understand me and see me as the jovial Omotola I use to be" Omotola said as she felt so bad

To my Dear Sisters,
Hmm... everyone has one thing that they are dealing with presently.

Just because you see how strong someone is, doesn't mean they don't have what they are experiencing. The only difference is that, they know how to handle it and still come out strong.

I know it can be frustrating to think you are on a spot. Sometimes, you feel you don't even understand what's going on around you and you feel you are losing everyone around you because of lack of communication.

Whatever it is, don't lose your mental health. 
Don't think too much on matters that can be resolved if only you can pick your phone and call those you feel you are far from.

Just because you stopped doing what you used to do before, doesn't make you less. In as much as you recognize what's going on. The next step is to find the solution and the way forward. Thinking can't do anything, it will only stress your mental health. 

It's okay to care, 
It's okay to think but don't let it drain you. 

Always remember to take care of yourself

I love you!

 *Alokan Temilade Victoria* 
 *Light Lamp*
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