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MY STRUGGLE



*HIDDEN*

Hidden from a lot of people,
Is the shame, embarrassment and pain
Hidden from a lot of people,
Is the secret heartfelt prayer
Hidden from a lot of people,
Is the secret sin and disgrace I bring to myself...

Tola said as she continued "

I struggled to have a meaning in this world.
I tried all my best but yet I wonder, where I should go.
Hidden in my soul
is the life I try to hide before it ruins the life I have made, I release those dark secrets,
and the memories will fade.

Hidden in my lives are stories left untold
of the things I didn't want people to know,
but once i tell somebody, it makes my feelings known,
the struggle will be over
and I will finally be back to myself.

Dear sisters,

You can't continue to hide those feelings or secret act. You need to release them so that you can break the bondage

I know some times, you really want to stop but you find yourself going back again your determination

Some times, you want to back out but you don't know what people might think of you even after turning a new being.

In all, you need to find a way to draw yourself out of it. You can't continue to hurt yourself. Secret sin doesn't make you progress. Run away from it

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
*Light lamp*
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