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SELF LOVE


Tinuola, stood up from the bed. She walked up to the standing mirror and she gave a long stare and went into a deep thought...

"Nothing is ever good,
When I look at myself
I see all the flaws that no one else should.
I hid the pain
That has always resides on my face.

They tell me I'm beautiful,
But how would they know
The secrets I have yet to tell?
The guilt that eats me up inside
About the things I've done
Each and every night.

They don't see the things that I hide
Behind the walls inside my mind.
They don't see the flaws on my skin.
For if they did, they would think I'm a sin.

So, I tell myself, who will ever love me
When no one ever hears my pleas?
Who could understand my broken thoughts?

Maybe one day my thoughts will change,
But for now, they still seem to reign.
But I will keep fighting each night,
Because if I don't, then how else can I find the light? 

Dear Tinuola's
If you are struggling with self hate that no one seems to see it because you are very hiding it.
I want you to know, it can't be hidden for long

I know you have been alone and no where to go.
I know you have been there for so many but none seems to be there for you
I know you were lost and it looks like no one seems to care

The truth is people are no omniscient
They can know or see it all, except if the lord reveals it but,
Always master the act to speak out
Don't think you can do it all by yourself

You will just keep hurting yourself and opening more wounds
You can be made whole and all your worries can be God
Only if, you speak out and rely on God to help you through the healing process

I want you to know my DM is always open. I love you and there's absolutely nothing you can do about it

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
*Light Lamp*
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