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"I lie on my bed, soaking my pillow with my tears.
I try to remember exactly what it is that I fear.
Is it the passing of time or the love that I lack?
Is it the mistakes that I've made or the fact that I can't bring the past back?

What is it that I'm afraid of? 
Why am I so scared?
Is it the people I've hurt or the people who've hurt me?
Am I afraid of everything that I can't seem to see?
Is it the love of a friend or the loss of my family?
Is it the possibility that my life can end in a tragedy? 
What is it that I fear most? 

What do my eyes say I'm scared of? 
Is it the sun that sets but won't seem to rise?
Is it the hope that I have that always seems to die?
Is it the trust of a person that I cannot begin to grasp?
Is it all the memories of my horrid past?
Is it me? 

Can it possibly be that the thing I fear most is the thing I can't be? 
The things that I try to understand? 
The me that I try to be with when I'm feeling sad? 
The person I'm expected to be? Is that what I fear?
I think the thing I fear most...is me" Amarachi said 

Dear sisters, 
I know many of us are living in fear,
Fear of unknown 
Fear of what if?
Fear of so many things but one thing I know is that,
If you don't shut it down and create a positive mind and atmosphere,
It will limit you in so many things 

Isaiah 41:10
Fear not, God is with you!
Have this mindset whenever those thoughts comes in
Be positive, create a positive mindset 
Shut down every intense fear with prayers and positive words of affirmation 
Fear limits, don't entertain it

Alokan Temilade Victoria 
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