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Many at times, especially during the time when you think that you are almost at the point of doing something great for once and you felt so sure that this is it but, something's just happened and the whole desire, zeal and passion you have for such thing just goes down At that point, many thoughts will keep running through your mind... Am I cursed? Are the village people really with me? Can I ever do something great with my life? Can anything good come out of me this year? Why do I feel like such a loser? Yes, you were almost at the peak of getting it right, but it didn't happen . Especially when you think that will be your breakthrough starting point. Dear Sisters, Jesus felt the same way at the time to be crucified but He said "Not my will but yours be done".  This is from someone that knew it before it happened "Let this cup run over me". Sometimes, it will be hard accepting whatever it's going on. At some point, you might think, Yes, I know it's ...

Many at times, you don't look like what you are going through  Because you have tried the mastery skills of hiding and managing situations and have gotten used to it  Many at times, you wonder why people who has done the worst things ever, still get more favour than you doing the right thing  Many at times, Guys has played you even the believers and you kept wondering if the fault is from you because you are not just getting it right in relationships  Sometimes, you always try to understand the situation but the truth is, you are tired of it and most time you find it hard to let go and forget the situation. Sometimes, you just want to follow the crowd but you realize in between that you got lost and can't just proceed with the plan.. I know things can be difficult  I know many people or various things are frustrating  I know it's not easy living in circles with no progression I know you have plans but it just doesn't go the right way  So dear sisters, ...

Put your mind at ease.  Let down your nerve, Let peace thought flow through your mind Let your eyes wander To all the beauty to be seen.  If those toxic thoughts still ponders, Then let it out Until the pain is gone Until you no longer feel afraid.  Open your eyes to a new dawn, Let the darkness fade.  No longer compare yourself Or your flaws to others' perfections.  Take the negativity off the mind  Focus on your direction.  Pick the sadness up off the floor, Sweep it into the wind.  Close the door on self-hatred. Never let it back in.  For the lies it would often tell you, You will no longer agree.  Happiness and love are what you should hold onto. They are whom you should give the key.  Pay no attention to the toxic thoughts, Listen to those who adore everything you are.  Overthinking was what you were once taught,  But now those thoughts, you put into a jar.  Focus on your goals, Never lose your fight.  It's ...

Life is a long-distance journey With ups and downs, Twist and turns, With sad and happy moments. It all begins with a single step. Never become a coward in life; Face the problems with strong determination, With a smile on your face. Be brave and courageous in life. Set your aim with a strong mindset. Hope for the best and reach your goal. Be an optimist and see the positive side of life. Keep smiling. Do not miss any opportunity. Grab all those you get and move on the path of success, As life is a long race Pray to God for guidance, As you take each steps Dear Sisters Always see the bright side of life, No matter the situation Never let fail affect you and your positive thoughts Let God be your guide and Lead you through. Alokan Temilade Victoria Light Lamp

What do you see when you look into a mirror? What exactly do you see? Do you see a face of grace  or the belief of grief? Do you see a blessing of success or a complete loser? When a girl looks into a mirror,  she sees fat, shapeless  so she pays the bills for her diet pills. She sees a bittered being, so she touches up her make-up  and compares what she wears.  She sees undeserving,  so she reclaims the blame  and hides herself from any affection or connection. She looks into a mirror, she sees unloved,  so she read through books on how she should look.  Though it seems fair,  her heart is never really there because she is yet to believe it She sees weak,  so she hides, closing her feelings  and turns into someone so hard. She sees disappointment,  so she confides in every of their lies,  and her fears become her tears wishing it could end.  She looks into the mirror,  What do you see? Or do you just allow ...

One Sunday I was late and the usher directed me to a particular sit but I declined not in a rude way though but because I was already late and it was the front again, I didn't want the attention. First time I won't sit in my special space (Yes, I have a special sit in church, lolz) but I told him I was okay where I dropped my bag. Omo if I had known, I would have listened. I didn't know I was going to manage the spot through our the service. The guy who sat beside me, whenever he raised his hand, I literally close my nose and adjust back . I couldn't leave because the place the usher directed me to sit was already occupied. That's how I managed the situationship.  In my mind, I was thinking how will I tell this brother in a way that pleases God that his armpit smells.. smile's  Same way God gives us instructions/directions and we ignore because we are comfortable with where we are. He has seen the beginning from the end. He can lead you to a valley of bone(Ezeki...

I know you are going through all shades of different phase, I know you are thinking of what next, I know the hardship is tough and you feel your strength is failing but, This is a reminder To relax, To not get angry over small things, To stay calm. A daily reminder To be yourself, To not care what people think, To know you can be anything. To love yourself, To not hurt yourself, To not work yourself up. This is a daily reminder That you are beautiful, That you can be hardworking  That you are amazing, That you will succeed. To always have hope, To have faith, To know everything will be okay. A daily reminder That you have made it so far already, That you haven't given up, And you are going to be amazing. Don't give up. Keep holding on and believing.  It's a start of a new year and it's too early to feel pressured or insecure God cannot fail you, Be persist in that Job hunt Be persist in trusting God  Be expectant, don't loose guard  Everything will fall in place...

Last 2 year, I started a journey on my health and I'm grateful. Even though I wasn't consistent especially after the coaching session but I had to strive to ensure the journey continues even though I fall, I still get myself back  Imagine being a lover of heels and you can't wear it for too long Having to sweat profusely, Having knee ache pains, Sewing new dresses because you can't wear your favorite dress Imagine lot's more because of weight gain, That was me.. Before you go further and think it's only food that cause weight gain.  Mine wasn't, I could say it was stay at home, free hands and no stress kind of reason (I don't know how best to put it) I know I'm not a slim person but I was already weighing 110kg. Lolz, 2 bags of cement. Then I told myself Temilade, it has to change  I found the solution DIET, It was at the point where I realized I couldn't be myself and also seeing changes, I decided to take my health serious  I subscribed to a di...