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If I fade away like a leaf, And my voice is silenced, my breath leaves, I hope you'll read these words I've sent, And find the meaning that my heart means. I hope you'll see the depth I've hid, The struggles, tears, the weight I've rid, And though I'm gone, you'll understand, The cries I whispered, the outstretched hand. But don't you dare, don't you feel sorry for me, Don't waste your tears, or sympathy, For if you couldn't help when I was alive, Why shed tears now, when I'm no longer here to thrive? I hope you'll find your happiness, In the freedom from the weight of me, If my presence was a burden, a strain, Then let my absence be a sweet refrain. Don't mourn my passing,  Don't whisper eulogies, or shed a single tear, Just live your life, with all its might, And let my memory fade into the light. But still, I know, you'll do none of these, You'll feel the guilt, the weight of what if's, You'll wonder what yo...

Why do trials follow me each day? Each time I think it's over, the storm comes in more Why do struggles seem to find their way? I have to keep praying against shame and disappointment  I'm a child of God, I love Him sincerely, But difficulties persist, what am I to do? In faith, I stand, in love, I cling, Yet challenges mount, and doubts creep in. The world outside seems hostile and cold, But still, I hold on to promises untold. The Bible says, "I'll never leave you nor forsake," But in the midst of trials, it's hard to Believe. I'm told to trust, to have faith and be strong, But when the road gets rough, my heart feels wrong. I feel alone, I feel helpless. Why do the wicked seem to prosper and thrive? Live the good, luxurious life While I, a child of God, struggle to survive? Struggle to feed, Live in debt and running each day, The questions swirl, the doubts they creep, But still, I choose to trust, to hold on and keep. Yet, I still live in fear Dear Bel...

When darkness falls, and fears arise, And doubts creep in, with sorrowful eyes, When trial and temptation comes and you think, No help can come for you Know this truth, you are not alone, For God is in you, wherever you may roam. In times of struggle, when the time is long, And burdens weigh, with heavy thoughts, He's there to guide, with a gentle hand, A presence constant, in a changing situations. When tears fall like rain, and heartache becomes the reality, And it feels like hope, is far from you, God's love surrounds, like a shelter, Guiding you on the path to take. In silence, He whispers your name, A gentle reminder, of His loving claim that, You're not forgotten, you're not without help For God is in you. Through trials and tribulations, He'll be near, A comforting presence, His strength will sustain, His peace will abide, And in His love, you'll find a place to reside. So don't be afraid, don't lose your way, For God is in you, night and day, He...

When darkness falls and fears arise, And doubts creep in, Remember, strength lies deep within, A spark that glows, a fire willing to light up. In every storm, a calm will come, A dawn will break, a new day's begun. The struggles we face, the trials we bear, Are stepping stones to a brighter care. Don't let shadows define your path, For in the light, a new dawn will emerge at last. The voice that whispers "you can't" is wrong, For in your heart, a desire burns so strong. With every step, with every fall, You rise again, and stand tall. The scars you bear, the wounds you've known, Are testaments to the strength you've grown. So hold on tight, don't let go, For in the struggle, you're not alone. There's a power within, God's force so grand, Guiding you through, hand in hand. Keep pushing forward, don't give in, For every end marks a new beginning within. The journey's long, the road is wide, But with each step, you'll find your str...

Everytime I check the mirror,  I see a stranger's face, A reflection of a soul in a daze. I've lost my way, my path are unclear, A sense of self, that I once held dear. I search for answers, in the noise and place, But the more I seek, the more I stray. I've tried to fit, into the roles I've played, But none of them feel, like the real me, displayed. I've worn masks, and pretended to be, Someone I'm not, just to fit in, you see. But the weight of these masks, it's crushing me, A suffocating feeling, of not being free. I just want to find my way I'm lost in the crowd, I'm searching for a lifeline, a beacon of light, To guide me back, to my true self, The world outside, it whispers you loud, "You are what you do, you are what you own." But I know that's not true, that's not my name, I am more than that, I am more than just a claim. I'm a traveler seeking, my true identity's sight. I'll keep on searching, through the noise ...

Sometimes, I wonder if I am not good enough, I wonder what could have gone wrong, Am I too picky? Is the problem from me? A fear that grips me, a heart turned to stone. The thought of being single, for so long, It bothers me and makes me feel unease. I watch couples laugh, and hands entwined, A longing in my heart, a love left behind. I wonder if I'll ever find my way, To a love that's real, to a heart that'll stay. The years go by, and I'm still on my own, A fear that I'm unlovable,  I try to shake it off, to let go of the pain, But the fear of being single, it still remains. I see others happy, with partners by their side, And I'm left wondering, if I'll ever reside. In a love that's warm, and a heart that's true, Or will I be forever, alone and blue? The world moves fast, and I'm stuck in time, A fear that I'll never find, a love that's mine. But still I hold on, to hope in my heart, A glimmer of light, a brand new start. Dear Sisters,...

Most things don't end well, or so it seems, A truth that can't be denied through life's themes. Some dreams are shattered,  hopes are dashed, And promises broken, leaving hearts smashed. Some relationships crumble, Like fallen leaves, Fading away, like a dried leaf The memories linger, Flashes of things hoped for, A reminder of what could've been,  a love in vain. Most times, It don't end well,  it's a hard pill to swallow, A reality that's difficult to accept. The what-ifs and the maybes,  they haunt the minds, A constant reminder of what we've left behind. Where you are supposed to be But even in endings, there's a glimmer of hope, A chance to learn, to heal, to cope. For every door that closes,  another opens wide, A new beginning unfolds, and a chance to step inside. You can use to mend and, Put pieces together, We can find the strength, in what we've been through, And rise above, with a heart that's anew. Most things don't end well, ...

Nobody talks about the thoughts that comes, with waiting, The stress, frustration, the mood swings that comes during the waiting period, Especially when you see others, walking in the path you desire. Then you keep asking God, How long should I wait for? Why is my manifestation taking a long time? I'm getting tired and I am losing my faith? I need confirmations, you are still with me? In the quiet moments, you wait and pray, Your heart beats strong, your soul feels alive, As you trust in His plan, and His timing to thrive. Like a river flowing, God's plan unfolds, A journey of faith, where trust is assured In the waiting, you're refined and made new, Your heart beats stronger, your spirit gets renewed. God's love is constant, His mercy is so true, In every moment, His faithfulness shines through. For in His perfect time, He'll make it come to pass. In the stillness, you'll hear God's gentle voice, Whispering truth, and a heart of choice. To trust and obey, t...