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I'M LOST


Everytime I check the mirror, 
I see a stranger's face,
A reflection of a soul in a daze.
I've lost my way, my path are unclear,
A sense of self, that I once held dear.

I search for answers, in the noise and place,
But the more I seek, the more I stray.
I've tried to fit, into the roles I've played,
But none of them feel, like the real me, displayed.

I've worn masks, and pretended to be,
Someone I'm not, just to fit in, you see.
But the weight of these masks, it's crushing me,
A suffocating feeling, of not being free.
I just want to find my way

I'm lost in the crowd,
I'm searching for a lifeline, a beacon of light,
To guide me back, to my true self,
The world outside, it whispers you loud,
"You are what you do, you are what you own."
But I know that's not true, that's not my name,
I am more than that, I am more than just a claim.

I'm a traveler seeking, my true identity's sight.
I'll keep on searching, through the noise and the pain,
Until I find myself, and my heart is regained.
The journey is long, 
But I choose not to walk it alone, with my burdened heart
For I know that I'll find, my true self
And when I do, I'll shine, in a brand new way.

Dear Sister,
Most of you have become travelers with lost path.
You allowed the drivers of the world choose the destination instead of depending on the Word direction.

It's not a time to feel bad or lonely,
It's a moment of redirection,
Walking in the path of light so that your light can shine so bright and you can rescue other lost souls.
Don't let pleasure take away your fulfilment.
You can still reconnect your path back.

Alokan Temilade Victoria 
Light Lamp

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