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I AM BROKEN


The priceless diamond drops, the pavement of broken dreams, hope, vision, etc flowing down my cheeks. I am broken, I wish there is someone I can trust to tell what is going on but unfortunately, I lost the feelings of trust a long time ago.

I settle in a corner all alone, I try enormous time to stop them from falling but they do not have the slightest stop. I try not to feel the pain but, I end up feeling it more.

These tears that flows silently down my cheeks are invisible to the world I see, for they are hidden from the sight of men. I do not want people to see my tears-stained eyes, for I do not know the judgment I would get.

My visions are not clear but all blurry. It does not allow me to see the world clearly and when I try to do so, I feel tears flowing down drop by drop. During the day might be bright but, trying to sleep is an escape I have been denied for it is the only time I cry much.

My world is so empty, all that is left is pain. No sunshine, to light my way. Neither will I speak what caused all this because these are my tears of pain and I am the only one to sense it all. I drown in tears, my heart keeps crying. No one seems to notice my soul is dying. I am broken.

Dearies, to every tears of pain caused as a broken child from a broken home, failure, love, tears of an unwanted child, abuse, struggles, trust, death of loved ones and lots more. The pain might not be seen to all because, only you understand how you are feeling and you hid it behind a smile.

You feel your burden is too much and no one trust and share to help you. If you cannot tell it to humans, why not tell it to God. He sees and understand what you are going through and he want you to come. Come unto the light of God and let his light shine into the darkness of your mind (John1:5).

Also, to every believers passing through this situation,(Joshua1:9). This is his word to us. He is always with you.

*FOR YOU ARE NOT MADE TO BE BROKEN, BUT TO BE PERFECT.*

God bless and I love you all

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