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MY WEAKNESS


Part 5

They were busy discussing a serious issue as Adunni open the door to avoid being in an enclosed environment and anyone passing can be seeing them.

They were so engrossed in disscussion as they were laughing and both of them didn't know when the door closed but there was gap between them. After the discussion, they began to talk about themselves as Omotayo began to confess his love to her and Adunni was blushing. He was so in love with her as he was caught up in the atmosphere of love and it happened again. He slept with Adunni the woman he loves wholeheartedly. 

Adunni was also a virgin like every other women as she cried why he did so because to her, he forcefully slept her. He repeated the same thing he usually said as she sent him out and vowed to tell everyone. He pleaded with her never to do so but to keep it as a secret which she never agreed with. 

He went to Ibadan when Omolara was disturbing him to come and the same thing happened again but this time,  Omolara couldn't take it anymore as she asked who was she to him. Omotayo couldn't say anything because he really wasn't sure if he loves her and he didn't want to break her heart. So, he didn't say anything. His silence said it all as she began to cry and told him to leave her house which he did without hesitating.

Omolara couldn't hold it anymore as she opened up to Omotolani. Omotolani was disappointed in him that he hasn't changed as she told the pastor. The pastor told the lead pastor in their Lagos branch. He was also dissapointed as he called Omotayo. Meanwhile Adunni has told her mentor and she told her to break up with him because the foundation has been destroyed. Though it was painful but she had to do it because she was living in guilty conscience and it was affecting her spiritual life. 

"Why did you do that" the lead pastor asked in dissapointment.

He could not say anything because he didn't know how to express himself. The pastor asked him the question again.

“Daddy, I am so sorry. It's my weakness, I don't know what to do and it's driving me crazy" he said as he prostrated and was crying. 

“Weakness you keep saying and you used that opportunity to sleep with ladies. Did you ever confide in me? Did you ever pray about you? Have you ever felt remorseful about those women you slept well? He asked him angrily 

"Sir I couldn't tell you because I wasn't confident to tell you and I prayed about it sir" he said while he still prostrating. 

"You prayed about it fine but aside prayers, have you ever taking a step of determination about it to change by stop going to a ladies house, meeting in an enclosed area, or stop engaging in any words or things that would arouse your sexual urges? He asked. 

"No sir" I said as I felt guilty. 

"If you can't confide in me, you have phone that you can use to browse all this things and you should engage in fasting and more prayers. All this things are what you meant to do as a believer even as Pastor. You keep allowing your weakness control you we can control all things through Christ that strengthens us. I would keep including you in prayers but for this cause, you have been suspended till further notice. You are not an exemplary " the pastor said as he left him on the floor crying. 


This is an advise to every believer, your weakness is not you. Inability not to control it, makes it an HABIT because you are aware of it and you choose to keep dwelling in it. 

It can be controlled, you can include it in prayers and be watchful of whatever you do or go. Just like what the Lead pastor said. In our weakness, God is merciful and ready to help. Why don't we depend on him to help us out. 

 *DON'T MAKE YOUR WEAKNESS AN HABIT.* 

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I love you and God bless you! 

 *Alokan Temilade Victoria*
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