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UNTITLED


 *Give it a deserved title yourself....* 

I feel like my life is a mess
That for some reason, it keeps dropping,
Why would I love and hate the person again? 
Why must I think relationship is not made for me? 
Why do I share feelings but don't have the capacity to love? 

Why don't I know how to love? 
Why don't this madness end? 
Why don't this vicious cycle stop? 
Because I don't want to live a life that is shattered 

My heart was finally getting healed, but got shattered once again
I showed my true self but it didn't even matter when someone picks it up and dropped it again.

I thought I had found love 
But instead, I found sadness 
Why didn't it go right? 
Why did I give him a chance? 
Why does it have to fall back? 
Why did I try to love? 
Why must I trust him? 
Why must it be me again? 
It is shattered 
The butterflies are died
Now my mind is all madness 

Can you see worry in my eyes? 
The bleeding of the life long scars has already begun and,
I have to go far away from this painful memory 
I thought there was love
But there was none
Zero 

One has to wonder,
How many times, can one thing break,
Before it is broken for good? 

Smiles.... 
No matter how many times one falls, one must always strive to keep the faith.

Since faith keeps those that keep the faith. 

Obviously this are questions from one's past or experience.. You must stop being a slave to your past or experience and move on
What is your faith? 
What do you believe? 

Do you believe your past or experience should rule you *OR* Do you believe you can pray about it... Your decision should no longer be in the past or experience because if it is, majority of your decision would be drawn from it but instead you can learn from it as you pray for God's help for a renewal of mind and knowledge.

So many unexpected things happen in our life but we must learn to live and smile beyond that... Surely!

I love you.

 *Alokan Temilade Victoria*

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