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MY STRUGGLE


BATTLE 34
*I FEEL FAR AWAY*

"I feel so empty and everything seems so dull.
I can barely breathe on my own.
The light is gone and dark is back which covers me in endless black,

My heart broken on the floor.
I cry sometimes and just wish I can feel His presence again. 
I need you Him; can't you see?
It's obvious, He completes me.

I lay on my bed crying all night, praying for things to be all right.
For everything, I'm to blame.
Remember me forevermore,
Please don't erase me from your agenda.
My heart will never be the same.
Don't remove me from your plans.
I knew I loved you from the start but I accepted you" Louis wept

"Who is that? And what's his name? Because I feel the love is surreal" Yemi the counsellor asked

"My everything, His name is God. These days, I feel I have been so far from him. I have lost my way as Sin as dominated me. I miss His presence and His inspiration. I pray every day for the Spirit of restoration. I want Him back" Louis said in tears as the counselor was amazed.

Dear Sisters,
Sometimes, we feel rejected and lonely whenever we sin but at that point after realizing your sin. He wants you to come to Him with confession and a true mind. Just like the prodigal son.

Don't be bamboozled by the prank of Satan to depart you from His presence.
Don't wait till you get choked up before you remember to call on to Him. 

As we start/go in this week. I want you to know God is always ready for you but the question is are you ready for Him? How willing are you to lay everything down for Him?

Don't let that anxiety, problem, struggle push you away from Him. He is waiting for you!!!

God bless you

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
*Light Lamp*
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