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DEAR BEWAJI


I am living far beyond the thought that everything will be fine.
I am tired of everyone telling me everything will be fine
I am tired of living and holding unto people's testimony when mine is yet to come
I am tired,
I am tired

I am tired of the long term prayer and fasting everytime
I am tired of those morning prayers and evening meeting without any result.
I am tired,
I am tired

Why can't I be true to myself?
It's been more than a year and nothing seems to work yet, I hear the word Believe everytime.
I hear the voices of Pastors, family and friends telling me to have Faith.

Yes, I know Faith is the evidence of things not seen but I believe there should be some signs.
Yet, I see nothing. 
Don't get me wrong, i am not an ingrate but I am a lady who thinks time is not by her side and many things I prayed for, I am yet to receive.

How long do I hold up in Faith?
How much time do I have to achieve everything I need to do?
Can God just be merciful to me and answer me on time?
Can God in his infinite mercy just answer me on time?
I am tired but I am trying to hold up.

Dear BEWAJI'S,
I understand and I know how it feels to have lists of unanswered prayers that you are trusting God to answer.

I know how you feel to watch and hear people give testimonies of things you have always prayed for but I want you to know, that God is still on His throne.

God is processing yours and it will be a big surprise at due time when it comes. So, it's okay to think about it but don't get worked out. God will do yours at the due time.

Trust God and His process. You are next to testify in Jesus name... Amen!

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 *Alokan Temilade Victoria* 
 *Light lamp*
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