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I LOST IT


"I sat down and asked myself, at what point did I lost it. Then I realized, it was at that point when my power failed and I couldn't go on anymore.

At that point, where my strength failed in terms of prayers, worship and thanksgiving

At that point, where my world was crumbling and I thought I could do it all by myself

At that point, where I made some decisions and it affected my whole life.

At that point, where I lost my desire and zeal for God just because of the situations of life

At that point, where my decisions were made by peer group

At that point, where I realized it all and I wanted to get up but Satan maliciously pulled me down and made me think I was doing right.

At that point, where I was grieved and angry at the things I couldn't achieve

At that point, where the sickness became so much and I needed prayers after relying on my strength

At the point where I failed and my result aren't speaking of who I am.

At that point, where I got empty of the Word and couldn't refill myself

At that point, where everything seems dry and the hardship of life started to pull me down

At that point, where I taught life is being fair but only to realize I made it tough by myself.

At that point, I realized I lost it! I lost the battle.
I thought I could do it myself but I lied. 
I thought I could hold on to the pain for so long but I failed.
I thought nothing could change how I felt about God but I lied.
I thought I had the strength to go on in life by myself but I failed" Iremide saId as she was crying

Hmmm... Sometimes, you will feel you can achieve many things yourselves until your strength fails you. 

You might think you have lost the baton (yourself) but I here to tell you, you haven't lost the race. Get yourself together, pull yourself and make a decision to allow God to hold you through out the race in life.

You see, you can't do it all by yourself, you will breakdown because there are some level you will get to in life and you will realize that only God can help you out. 

Back then in school, no matter how intelligent you think you are, there are still something's you won't know and you will need your teacher to teach you. It's the same way with God. 

Do not get to a level and you think you know it all. You will breakdown and you will lost the battle. Give God a space in your heart to help you. Being helped is not a sign of being weak. You need Him much more than you think He needs you.

God bless you!

 *Alokan Temilade Victoria* 
 *Light Lamp*
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