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NO WAY OUT


Amope was 17 years old, when she had been sexually abused for 8 years. She is still not over it completely and she always think that the future does not seem too good as she was discussing with Miss Remilekun.

“He came into my life, when i was just a little girl. I was happy and young until he changed my world. One night, i was on the bed and he came to say good night. I noticed he took a little longer, before he turned off the light. Not knowing that night would be the end of my happiness.

He really hurt me that night, i do not know what to do. I layed on my bed hurting inside and out. Tears streaming down my face, i tired hard not to shout out. Like the strong girl i was, i put that tragic night behind me and move on whenever i am with people. I play without letting people suspect me because there was nothing to be said.

A year had passed along and then, it happened again. My mum was out to work, it was him and me again. I sat next to him, just watching the Tv when he pulled me close to him and again, he molested me. I thought, it only happened once because i did something bad but now, i knew i was wrong. I felt alone and sad.

After 8years and it keep happening, i got the courage to tell my mum but i go hated. I told a couple of friends but it was hard for them to believe me. All i do, is to cry because no one understand what i felt inside each day. I cut myself sometimes, when the pain gets too much. She hated him for what he did and where he used to touch”. Amope said as she was still discussing with Miss Remilekun.

“My future seems so black and dim, i was only 17years old. I hope you hear my cry and understand what they say. I just do not know what to do anymore, i am scared and on my own” Miss Remilukun took a deep breath as Amope continued “So, you see ma, i am stucked forever. I just want to scream and shout but there is something you have to know. For me, there is no way out” she ended but Miss Remilekun said “there is always a way out”.

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