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 *YEMISOLA'S STORY*


Why is everything always in favour to her?

Why is she loved by everyone?


Everyone who set their eyes on her are always eager to be of help to her. Why is that not happening to me? We are so close yet, she get more attention from people.


I feel so jealous and I want what she is getting. I have tired all my best to be a better person than her but nothing seems to work.


I can't even explain what is going on with me. I feel so bad about my reactions. Yet I can't stop being jealous of her. I need help because, I am beginning to fake things around her.


I am tired yet, I can't stop being resentful towards her. Telling me of how she is being helped and loved by people, makes me more jealous and angry.


For once, I wish I could be like her, even when I know I am also loved and helped by people but it feels like I wasn't satisfied and happy for her. 


We are both Christian and she doesn't boast or deny being helped. In fact, its always beyond her understanding of how God raises people to favour her.


I really like my friend and I don't want to lose her. Yet, I fight with jealousy in my heart.


To every YEMISOLA'S


You seriously need to fight every spirit of jealousy and hatred because it destroys a lot of things.


Also, one thing that can help you is to always fight every negative words coming to your mind. Don't dwell on them. Rebuke every words, don't allow it to develop in you.


Yes, your friend might be receiving a lot of help from people and she might be favoured by people but you need to understand that, you don't have to envy such people. 


If you understand some principles you will know that you sow into such person life so that you can be partaker of the blessing.


It's a grace and there are some people that God has specially placed that grace and anointing on. Until you realize that, you will continue to be jealous of such person and still not benefit from the grace.


So, I want you to deal with the spirit of jealousy and be humble. They can be your friend, younger sister, colleague, etc. Do not envy them, sow into their life either materially or through service. 


Love and rejoice with them and watch how God will bless you in return. Deal with the spirit of jealousy before it deals with you.


God bless you


 *Alokan Temilade Victoria*

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