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THORIA'S DIARY

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 *ARIKE'S STORY* 


I feel sad whenever I tell my closest friend about how I feel but their reactions aren't encouraging.


Sometimes, she makes me feel I am not normal. She believes, I think too much and that's how I get myself into what doesn't concern me. How i wish i can explain better but she can't still understands how I feel.


How can I explain to her that the burden i feel about the people is so much and my eyes are being opened to see more.


Sometimes, I tried to carry my mind off it but yet the burden hit deep and I always want to reach out to the people. My friend tried to shift my focus and I played along but I keep seeing things that needs to be attended to.


I don't even know how to start,

I don't know if I am the only seeing things,

I don't know if I have the capacity to do it,

I don't know why I keep seeing everything,

I don't think I fit into the ministry...


I just want to be behind the scene and be myself. Yet I can't run away from what I keep seeing and the burden. 


To every *Arìké* 


I understand the fact that you  don't want to be in ministry and nobody is enforcing you to be in ministry.


Just know and understand the reason why God is showing you all that to see. Also, why there's a burden in your heart towards the people.


It might not necessary mean for you to be a preacher. Sometimes, it can be shown to you to pray for them or concerning it.


Identify why and how to go about it. Do not neglect the burden. It is been revealed to you so that you can provide solutions to God and God is always there to help you. 


So, you don't have to force your way out of it. Let God do the leading and you do the following.


God is with you....


 *Alokan Temilade Victoria* 

 *Light lamp*

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