I think it's high time you give the battle to Him, who has the capacity to win all battles. It's some times painful how as believers hold unto our burdens, pains, challenge and struggles as if we can do it ourselves.
The pain, challenges, etc might be too much and you tend to forget that you aren't alone.
God wants to help you fight your battle. He is ready to help you but you find it hard to give it to him just because it hurts so much and you think you are to fight it alone like it doesn't concern Him. Check yourself, if God is only God when things are going well with you. What becomes of Him, when things aren't going well?
"There were times in my life when I felt I could do it all alone. I was blindfolded and i thought I don't need anyone else as I said to myself "I will fight it alone"
Those moments were hard moments of my life. I was in pain and I surely needed help but I was too proud to say it. I couldn't pray or study. All I wanted was to be alone, alone with my problems and I kept crying. The energy to reach out to people, speak to them, pray for them wasn't there anyone because of those little challenges...
Some people who noticed it came to advise me. It worked out at that same time, right there with them but getting back to my space. Everything seems old but finally, one day in the room after trying all my best. I murmured some words finally in tears. Seeking for God's help and it was right there I lost my strength because it was beginning to affect me and I drew strength from God" Dora said as she was advising the ladies.
Some of our sisters are in this same position.
The hurt, pain's, challenges, etc are beginning to take away the zeal and passion you have for the Kingdom of God. All you see now is your burdens and you trying your best to fix it.
You're in so much pain that you can't even hear anything for your Healer (God) because you are doing it by your strength.
If God can be your God during the times of Joy. He also want to be your God during those hard moments.
Give it all to God and let's Him fill it up and strengthen you. Those moments shouldn't be about your will but His will.
Is it that you sleep too much and find it hard to pray or
You are nursing a deep wound in your heart caused by failure, people, etc.
Whatever it is, don't shut the door at Him because You Are Not Alone.
God bless you!
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