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ENOUGH OF YOU...

Banke jammed the door ignoring her friend who was in the room as she sat on the bed. Ronke was surprised as she watched her reactions.

"Enough is enough. I don't think I can do it anymore" Banke screamed and cried

At that moment, Ronke has to say something and she asked "What's going on? Talk to me"

Banke ignored her and she said as if she was talking to someone else "I am done. I can't take it anymore. All you did was wear me out and cause me to know pains.  You came to me with pleasure but now look at the things you cost me and the things you destroyed.

You ruined it all with one little tease.Now, look at the way you make me feel. I can't satisfy you anymore. Why can't you just go and hide somewhere far away where I'll never find? Or reach out to you.

Everyone at home doesn't understand how much you rip me apart then draw me back again.

Then I sit and wonder why? Why do you really want me to die? Some people came, hoping they will help me out but they fell for your lending hand. Only to realize you're nothing but a destroyer.

You ruined my life. Watch me now as I truly go on my way. I am washing myself of all your pain. So you and your power can just leave me be. I'm taking my life and setting it free"

Ronke was lost in her words and could feel her pain as she asked "What or who are talking about?

"I am confessing loud and letting go of my addiction that is affecting my life. I have been stagnant but now, I want to make a difference and do something meaningful in life. I am tried of acting like it doesn't matter and I am tired of pulling down people. I wants to be free"

There's always a way out.

DON'T SEAL IT UP, ITS TIME TO CONFESS AND TAKE CHARGE.

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
*Light Lamp*
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