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*TOMIKE'S STORY*

"I thought it wasn't real, but pain really hurts and it's really how I feel. Memories keep flashing back, and so do all of the tears. I still hear the voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears. I don't know what is happening...

He said he would never let go. So many promises  he made, and more of them broken. I am lost and confused, feels like I'm choking. I hide a lot of things and now, I can't find my way.

Every time, I always seem to come back to him and back to pain but nothing has changed, he is still the same.

I cannot start over because I don't know were to start. I guess that is what happens when someone breaks your heart. If we are supposed to follow our dreams, why can't I follow him? Because now I am so lost, I wish he was lost without me too but it's not the same story" Tomike said to Tiwa in pains

Dear Tomike,

I know it's not easy experiencing heartbreak but you need to delete the memories and don't be lost in pains of the past.

Holding unto the memories won't do you anything but more harms. You need to forget those dreams with him and embrace your new self. 

You are not incompetent,
Yes, you might have loved him so much but that doesn't mean you can't love anyone much more. Whatever will be for you won't fly through the fence. It will follow the appropriate way and stay with you forever. You need to stay positive.

Learn, unlearn and relearn from the past relationships to avoid making such mistake in the new one. I know you might be thinking, Temilade, it's harder than you say because you loved so much but I tell you, you might knock down for weeks but you will surely survive it.

You just need to help yourself to heal fast by not dwelling on your past. Don't be lost in it. Allow freshness into your body, soul and spirit.

I love you!

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
*Light Lamp*
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