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 *LUCY'S STORY* 

"I've always viewed life from the side lines. Just watching it passing me by. In the past, I was too afraid to just let go and live and lately too tired to try to end the memory of the past.

I've envied the people around me and so invested in living each day, while I spent my time hiding out from the world and searching for ways to escape.

For most of my life I truly believed I was here to help somebody else but now, it's so clear it was just an excuse to avoid living life for myself.
It's sad that the pain i endure had weaken my strength to move on but, if i get lost in the scars of my past, without knowing, my lives will be gone.

It's true, people are disappointing. They can turn in the blink of an eye but, we can't avoid hurting each other. There's something I've learned through the journey of life and that is, no matter what path we each take, in the end, we just want to survive.

So the time has now come to conquer my fears and to stand up and face a new day. Letting the hurts of my past wash away with my tears and stop letting my life slip away" Lucy said to her friend abiodun who was in tear.

"I understand Lucy, I also pray to God to help me live a better life" Abiodun said as they embraced each other.

Dear Lucy,
The truth about life is, you can always hide your feeling from the world but you can't run away from how the feeling hurts you deep and you just wants to scream and release all the emotions in tears.

Everyone wants to leave a better life but not at the detriment of hiding your pain to please the world. Never!

Choose to be happy and free yourself from the bondage of your past. Don't live in the memory of the past. Don't feed and entertain it. There are so much to live beyond what you know and experiencing now.

Don't depart from the shadow of the Almighty and continue to serve Him in truth and He shall surprise you beyond imagination. Be lost in Him!

God bless you and I love you!

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
*Light Lamp*
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