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MY STRUGGLE


BATTLE 13
*HOLD ME*

Someone reach out to me,
Hold me
I'm losing myself

I'm hurt all the time. 
I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside.
I just want someone to hold me.
I'm alone in the dark; please try to find me.
If no one cares, I don't see a point to go on.

Anyone find me! Anyone care!
I'm sorry, I just don't want to be alone anymore.
I feel unheard and unseen.
Depressed and weak. 
No one cares, and yet I'm always the sorry one.
Someone find me! I'm scared. 
Please hold me until it all ends.

Just hold me; that's all I want.
I don't want to be alone in the dark.
Just hold me as I start to cry.
Just hold me so I won't be alone inside.
Just hold me so I don't do something wrong.
Just hold me so tight, that for a moment I could feel the light.... 

Dear sisters,
In situations like this you cant depend on men to hold you.
You might have been depressed
You might have been heartbroken
You might have been disappointed.
All in all, you are left alone now and you don't know what to do.

Don't let your desperation for light, love, etc. Make you seek men.
Let God hold you,
Cry unto Him
Call on Him
Instead of depending on Men who can disappoint you, Break your heart and make you lonely again.

You are not alone in the battle
Invite your Father,
Seek for Him and He shall help you!

Happy Valentine's day in advance. Make sure you make use of the day well so as to avoid being left alone.

I love you all

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
*Light Lamp*
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