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MY STRUGGLE


BATTLE 16
*LET IT ALL CHANGE*

No one will ever know how I feel,
For I cannot even explain it all.
Nobody to love,
Nobody to blame,
Everyone always the same.

Nothing to care about,
For I am me, myself, and I.
No one sees what I see, 
Nobody left to care for me.
It's kind of sad knowing what's true, 
Because then you know who's there for you.
Most of them just put on that act. 
A lot of them talk bad about me behind my back.
Thanks for making me feel this way, 
There's nothing more I should have to say.

All the times I was alone
Makes me feel weird when someone's home.
No family for support, no friends to care. 
People wonder why I don't go anywhere.
Every night crying myself to sleep, 
Sometimes I wish someone loved me.
No hope, no love, no life, no friends. 
The pain never ends.
Sometimes I ask what did I do to deserve this. 
But nobody answers.

A voice in my head tells me to forget the bad and remember good.
But then I answer to myself saying there is no good to remember. 
I always yell at myself asking why me? Why? 
Sitting in a room full of furnitures
No one to talk to about how I feel. 
No one to ask me what I feel.
Is anyone out there in this harsh world we live in? 
Sometimes I begin to wonder.
Sometimes I'm harsh on myself. 

Dear sisters
Many people are going through a life
You might be surprised the happiest person you know might be faking it all
Please help others, because today's lives 
Are being taken out of this world just as easy as they are coming in. 
You can change someone's life. 
Make a change. 
It's a tough world. 

Depend on God
To strengthen you
Don't keep it all to yourself
Don't hide the pains,
You never know who has been waiting to help you
Lastly, always remember you are not alone
The lord help us in Jesus name...Amen

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
*Light Lamp*
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