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I wrote this late year but I think, someone needs to read it again this year. “Am I ready? Bola asked herself as she sat down. She just got back from a program. She has been attending lots of programs but deeply within her, she wanted to know if she was truly ready.  Several times has she fallen under the anointing, God has shown her several revelations, words for her ministry and generation but she really wanted to be sincere with herself. Am I ready? She asked again.  Just like Bola, some of you have list of things you ought to do before the end of the year, but you couldn't. And as you are entering into the year of 2021, you need to ask yourself this question, Are you ready?  Are you ready to take a step into the vision God has given you?  Are you ready to move from that stage you are to where God wants you?  Are you ready to launch that idea God has given you?  Are you ready to leave that relationship that has always lead you to sexual immorality? Are y...

 *TRUST*  "Titilope...." Marvellous screamed her name as she ran towards her. "Oh my God! Marvellous, you scared me. What is it? Titilope asked as she touched her chest "Ahn Ahn...madam, you don't have to be scared joor. See, someone promised me data as my birthday gift" Marvellous said "Awwwn...that's lovely. Remember me o, when the data comes" Titilope said and smiled "Okay o...Please, can we go now? I am ready" Marvellous said "Yes babe. Birthday girl, you look good" Titilope said as they laughed and stepped out of the house.  *THREE DAYS AFTER* Marvellous was staring at her phone severally... "Babe, what's happening? Titilope said as she sat down beside her "Nothing much, just that the guy has refused to send the data o. He messaged me that he was sorry that he could not send it yesterday. He said his data seller wasn't online and he will send it. Up till now, I haven't seen the data" Marvello...

 *TIME*   *PART EIGHT*  "Sabrina, I am sorry we couldn't have our discussion the other day. I hope you are not angry" Wunuola said after the prayer meeting in church "Oh no...Why should i? I understand and neither is it your fault" Sabrina said and smiled… "Thank you. So, can we talk about it now? Wunuola asked "Yes, why not" Sabrina said as they both pulled out their chairs and sat on it. They also greeted others going home before settling down to discuss "So, where did we stop the other day? I can't really remember but, I know we were talking about you and it was related with anger, jealous, hatred issues right? Wunuola asked "Yes, you are right but I don't think it's needed anymore because, everything is fine now and I understand things clearly now" Sabrina said and smiled "Wow...that's good. So tell me, what did you see or what convinced you? Wunuola asked as she was anxious to hear her story "Hmmm...It...

 *TIME*   *PART SEVEN*  "I knew it, nothing is wrong with me. I am perfectly okay and I am doing the right thing. I just have to start the vision now" Sabrina said to herself as she opened the door and entered.  Amanda was still focused in prayers, without looking left or right. Sabrina gently dropped her things and changed her clothes. After her prayers, she turned and faced Sabrina "Hello sis, Good evening and how was lecture today? Amanda asked "... We thank God" Sabrina answered sluggishly "Are you alright? Amanda asked looking suspiciously "Off course, I am perfectly okay. Why did you ask? Sabrina asked with a bold face and sat up. "Okay... Never mind... I prepared something to eat, you can serve yourself. So that you can eat and rest" Amanda said "Ooh....Now, I am now a glutton abi? Wait has she eaten sef" Sabrina thought as Amanda tapped her "Hello....did you hear what I said at all? Amanda asked "Ooh ...yes. At le...

"Gloria....This guy is just looking fresh everyday with cute pictures. Let me whine him to send me money" Kiki giggle as she was scrolling through her phone but Gloria didn't answer her. "Oh Jesus...I can believe this is Peju. Wow, she looks so different now. This can only be the work of money. Owo ti de (Money has arrived). Let me tell her to send something to me as her friend" Kiki said again and this time, Gloria reacted "Kiki, what is wrong with you? Must you always be like this? You don't even know how the welfare of the person is, all you think about is money because of the flamboyant things or pictures you see. That means you can do the same to me" Gloria said angrily "Please, is that not the truth? Come and see this picture, you will know it's true. Money is the only thing that can make someone as fresh as this. Take a look now" Kiki said showing her the picture. "Kiki, you are unbelievable. If I didn't know you, I wi...

 *TIME*   *PART SIX*  Sabrina couldn't meet with Wunuola because the lecturer stayed longer than his time but during the lecture period, all she could think of is how to regulate her minds because she felt she might end up hurting herself and others which she didn't plan for... "Oh God, is there something wrong with me? Sabrina asked herself as she was trekking home. "No my dear, nothing is wrong with you" The voice said "Yes, a lot of things are wrong with you? You need to show Amanda when you get home, talk to her. She has used her character to rub off the people mind. It's better to rise up and take charge.  Those visions are supposed to be manifesting immediately but they are not. Can't you see? Its better you move out of that house and keep minding yourself" the voice said "Sabrina, surely I haven't forgotten you. Why don't you give me more of your time? There are still some works to be done for you to fit into that position...

 *TIME*   *PART FIVE*  Amanda woke up in the midnight as usual to pray and Sabrina woke up at the sound of her voice. She tried her best to pray but, she realized she was faking her actions.  She stopped and went back to sleep. Still, she couldn't sleep even after Amanda was through with her prayers as several words were flowing through her mind. Getting to school the next day, people kept asking her what was wrong with her but she couldn't answer because, she couldn't find the right answers to their questions. Immediately the lecturer left, Wunuola, who decided not to talk to her, was forced to ask what happened "Sabrina, whats going on with you? Did anything happen overnight? Why are your eyes so red and your body temperature isn't normal? Or did you quarrel with Amanda? Speak up now" Wunuola said as she touched her body "Wunuola... I can't explain how I got here. All I know is that, I can't just stop thinking. My heart is filled with so much re...

 *TIME*   *PART FOUR*  Sabrina was restless....she could neither sleep nor eat. She began to cry and said  "God why? God when? But Amanda met me in Church; I gave my life to Christ years before Amanda. God is there anything I am not doing that she is doing. God, please draw me back...forgive all my iniquities"  She was about uttering the next statement, when the door opened. She quickly clean up her tears and picked up her phone. "Thank you Jesus. Good evening, I hope you didn't miss me much? Amanda asked as she rolled up her sleeves "Welcome... Not at all o and how was the meeting? Sabrina asked as she voice was cranky "What's wrong? Why are you sounding like this? Amanda asked as she turned to face her. Sabrina eyes were red and swollen. Though, she felt like crying more but she quickly cleared her throat and said Nothing is wrong with me, I am fine. So how was the meeting? "Hmmm...Mere looking at you, I know you are not fine but since you decide...

 *TIME*   *PART THREE*  Since Wunuola refused to answer her, she kept walking and murmuring, till she got home. People, who passed beside her, had to turn and look at her. Some had to stay away from her but she wasn't bothered by their actions. Instead, she  was grieved and angry by the words of Wunuola who happens to be her closest friend apart from Amanda "Nonsense...." Sabrina said as she entered and slammed the door "What's going on here? Amanda asked as she rushed out of the bathroom. It was then; it occurred to Sabrina that she didn't use her key to unlock the door. The door was unlocked and she just came in "It's nothing much, just a slight argument between Wunuola and i" Sabrina answered angrily "Oh...I see. Just be fine. Probably in the evening, I will call her and we will all talk about it. You know I don't like seeing us quarrel" Amanda said as she moved closer to her and drew her to sit on the bed. "No....No, you d...

 *TIME*   *PART TWO*  "Wunuola....can you imagine what happened yesterday in church" Sabrina said after her lectures as they were walking back home, under the scorching sun. "What happened? Did anything happen? I didn't notice anything o" Wunuola said "Why am I the only one seeing things? Probably, it's a gift from God. You mean you didn't notice anything yesterday between the Music Director and one sister..." Sabrina said as she tapped her "See Sabrina... I didn't see anything. Okay Mrs Seer, can you tell me what you saw? Wunuola asked "Okay…. Now, I understand why I am the only one seeing everything because, you are literally blind and insensitive“ Sabrina said angrily "See Sabrina.... I can take everything but calling me blind and insensitive, is what i won't allow and accept" Wunuola said as she walked away and left her behind "Wait...wait....waiiiitttt" Sabrina said as she ran toward her "Wunuola....

 *TIME*   *PART ONE*  Oh my dear Sabrina... Sabrina attends one of the prestige universities in Nigeria, where she is studying food science. Oh Yes, she is a Christian and a lover of God but along the race, something's got mixed up.....What could that be? "No ooo. This time, I won't even agree. I have taken enough of this. I have to spill it out or is she the only one. Why must she be everywhere? No, you don't have to think like this, just keep doing your best. You will surely be crowned" These were the words flowing in Sabrina's mind as she moved around the room, looking terrified and confused. Sabrina was lost in her imaginary world and thoughts, when the opened door caught her attention. "Ooh ...Amanda, welcome" Sabrina said as she smiled and turned her face towards the door. "I don't know you will be at home, why didn't you wait for the choir and sister's meeting? Amanda asked "God forbid, what is the essence when.....? Sabr...

 *ITS NOT A WASTE*  "Is it all Waste...I don't understand, I have done everything and also followed every instruction. Still I don't see anything like others" Loveth said as she was worried "See my dear...nothing is a waste in the kingdom. Whatever you sow, you will surely reap. God doesn't forsake his people. He sees everything and He is going to answer everything at the appointed time. You are sowing a seed and it's surely going to germinate soon. Just be patient and keep serving. He sees it all" Sophia said "Hmmm...but when? I don't want to say but I am getting tired, it's not easy" Loveth said. Hmmm, my dear sisters.. A lot of people are in this kind of situation but i want to tell you that God sees you going the extra mile. He sees you working hard, making sacrifices. He sees you fighting that illness, the lonely nights, praising when you could be complaining, giving when you’re not seeing increase. He sees you praying and foll...

"Fine babe...  Where are you going too? Pemisire asked as she shifted her attention to Tomoke  "Ahn Ahn...what kind of question is that? Didn't I tell you I was going out with Tomiwa? Tomoke said as she adjusted her clothes "Ooh...I forgot, it's well o. Some many things to think of, I am so sorry. Just take care of yourself" Pemisire said "No problem, thank you" Tomoke said as she adjusted her dress and left the house. "God please help your daughter" Pemisire said as she concentrated on the book she was reading .  *FEW WEEKS LATER*  Pemisire walked inside the house and found Tomoke crying, looking worried "Tomo (the short name, she calls her)...what's going on here? Why are you crying? Pemisire asked as she dropped her bag and moved closer to her "Ooh...I was just thinking about my life" Tomoke said "Okay....what about your life? Pemisire asked, looking confused "Don't worry, it's nothing serious"...

"Teniola, you have been looking worried since the past few weeks. Even today, you were not focused" Peju said as they got home after a stressful day "Hmmm...Peju, I have been thinking and a lot of things is going on in my mind" Teniola said as she was worried "Lot's of things like what? Tell me ....moreover, about our discussion the last time. How about it? How far are you going with it? Peju asked as they sat down "See....like I said earlier. A lot of thoughts has been flowing in my mind. I don't think it's going to be possible again, it can't work" Teniola said "What? What do you mean? You are joking right? What do you mean it can't work. Why will you declare such a thing? Peju asked as she was surprised "I am not declaring anything, it's just the truth. See, I don't know how to explain my feelings but that's how I feel now. I just hope you can understand me" Teniola said "Surely, I understand you....

 *TICK TICK*  "Arrggh....someone can't sleep conveniently in this house, the sound of this thing, is annoying" Adetola said as she hissed and stood up "What can't you complain about? Ehn tell me? You must find something to complain about. What is it this time? Temitope asked "It's the sound coming from the clock. Sometimes, I find it annoying" Adetola said "Hmmm...you find it annoying because it's reminds you of another new day and something you ought to do that you haven't done" Temitope said "Yeah, somehow....something like that but I still want to sleep" Adetola said as she yawned "But you know the most interesting part about this time. No matter how you complains or grudges about it, it does move it. You just have to move, to meet up" Temitope said "Hmmm...that's true" Adetola said A lot of people shift the blame on time, forgetting that the time can't do anything. The change must be You.  ...

PURGING I went to an occasion with my fellow people. It was a competition on cooking, baking, etc. It was an event that we were invited and we just have to honour them by our presence.  Getting there, the organiser asked us to check out the food and baking of the students after serving and eating our food. We all stepped out to the field to check everything. Initially, I didn't have the intention of eating every food but the names and the appearance of the food, cake, juice, etc was just calling me. So, I and two others were walking round each table, asking for the names of the food, seeing how creative they were in baking and cooking. I really didn't know what happened to me or probably because my other people were tasting the food. So, I decided to join the tasting train o. I tasted every food and baking i walked past till I got to the last table.  Some people even gave us extra cake after collecting our special package of cake from the organiser. One of my people who saw me...

"Shade....what's happening to the moving train? Bukola asked as they were going home from church " What moving train? I don't understand you" Shade said "Shade! I mean you and you....Don't you know, you are like a moving train but all of a sudden, you just got knocked out. Probably, the loads in your vehicle are too much for the train and that's was why it stopped and refused to move again" Bukola said "This is one thing, I don't like about you. You like speaking in parable's. Can't you just be straight forward for once" Shade said as she was a little bit annoyed "Oooh...I am sorry, what I meant was that. What's happening to you, I saw the way you were behaving in church today" Bukola said as shade stop walking and said "What do you mean by what's happening to me? "I mean, I can remember early this year, you were among those who raised their voices and lips to say "Jesus, I want to love you ...

"Titi, you need the strength to hold on. Nobody says you haven't been trying. You have but you don't have to lose the race now. Can't you hold on" Titi said to Precious "Precious, I am trying too but I am tired and getting fed up" precious said as she was confused. Hold on tight to your salvation Hold on tight to your vision Hold on tight to your assignment Hold on tight to your conviction A lot of things and people will come to shift you away from the way but don't give up. Hold on to your hope, don't lose hope Hold on to your faith, don't give up. Don't let anyone take your mind off your place of purpose. Don't let anything make you lose your salvation. According to *Revelation 3:11.*I'm on my way; I'll be there soon. Keep a tight grip on what you have so no one distracts you and steals your crown.* He is on his way and you will give account of your days on earth If there's anywhere you have given up or backslide in His ...