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SLOW POISON


 *TIME* 

 *PART FIVE* 

Amanda woke up in the midnight as usual to pray and Sabrina woke up at the sound of her voice. She tried her best to pray but, she realized she was faking her actions. 

She stopped and went back to sleep. Still, she couldn't sleep even after Amanda was through with her prayers as several words were flowing through her mind.

Getting to school the next day, people kept asking her what was wrong with her but she couldn't answer because, she couldn't find the right answers to their questions. Immediately the lecturer left, Wunuola, who decided not to talk to her, was forced to ask what happened

"Sabrina, whats going on with you? Did anything happen overnight? Why are your eyes so red and your body temperature isn't normal? Or did you quarrel with Amanda? Speak up now" Wunuola said as she touched her body

"Wunuola... I can't explain how I got here. All I know is that, I can't just stop thinking. My heart is filled with so much resentment, anger, hatred towards Amanda and it's not intentional. Imagine, it was more like I led Amanda to Christ.

I have received a lot of prophecy about myself and imagine someone that just came into Christ for 1years, is doing well and me that has been in this journey for 3years now, hasn't done quarter of what she is doing. In the choir department, she takes the lead singer while I back up.

She is called everywhere and in every department to minister. Wunuola, I am ashamed of myself. Am I not like a fig tree that has no fruit in? What is my purpose of existence, if it has no fruit in? I am sure that people are even laughing at me secretly and talking about me behind. I know but I don't blame them" Sabrina said as she was crying.

"Oh… No! Devil is a liar. These are lies from the pit of hell. See the way; he is trying to manipulate your mind about yourself. Sabrina, have you forgotten what the scripture says in the book of James 4:2....You don't need to be angry, jealous, etc. All you need is to ask God in prayers.

Talk to Him; ask Him what and what he wants you to do. Ask Him about all the prophecies and words you received. See Sabrina, there is a lot I want to discuss with you but time, won't permit me because we have another lecture soon. We should meet after school" Wunuola said as the lecturer came in

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Part 6 will be posted tomorrow

 *Alokan Temilade Victoria*
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