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SLOW POISON


 *TIME* 

 *PART FOUR* 

Sabrina was restless....she could neither sleep nor eat. She began to cry and said 

"God why? God when? But Amanda met me in Church; I gave my life to Christ years before Amanda. God is there anything I am not doing that she is doing. God, please draw me back...forgive all my iniquities" 

She was about uttering the next statement, when the door opened. She quickly clean up her tears and picked up her phone.

"Thank you Jesus. Good evening, I hope you didn't miss me much? Amanda asked as she rolled up her sleeves

"Welcome... Not at all o and how was the meeting? Sabrina asked as she voice was cranky

"What's wrong? Why are you sounding like this? Amanda asked as she turned to face her. Sabrina eyes were red and swollen. Though, she felt like crying more but she quickly cleared her throat and said Nothing is wrong with me, I am fine. So how was the meeting?

"Hmmm...Mere looking at you, I know you are not fine but since you decided not to talk. I will rather not answer your questions too" Amanda said as she stood up and went to hang her bag

"Amanda, will you also stop talking to me. Remember Wunuola is not talking to me too" Sabrina said

"Well, in as much as you can't trust me enough to tell what is wrong with you. So why should I talk to you. Remember, you drew the line" Amanda said

"I am serious, I am fine and that's the truth. I was only talking to God; I had to settle some matters that are creating burden in me. Now that I have confessed, am I free" Sabrina said

"Partially free..." Amanda said as she went into the kitchen. She came out with an annoying look and Sabrina, knew what she was about to say.

"You didn't eat again? What is wrong Sabrina? What is burdening you? I know you have cried unto God and he will surely direct you on the way out but, if you still feel like sharing with anybody. You know you can tell me" Amanda said as she moved closer to her and touched her shoulder

"Amanda, I understand you but you know there are some words you won't find easy to share with anyone, except God. I know you understand what I mean" Sabrina said and Amanda hugged her.

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