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Welcome to Thoria's Diary Page 46  *MORAYO'S STORY* I used to think it's only the inner me that matters. Follow me as I share my story" Morayo said "Why do people think I am like the others ladies or is there's something I am not doing right? Morayo said as she looked at herself. Fortunately, her friend was around waiting for her in the room. "Bola, what's up...please I don't know what is going on o? I have been accused wrongly today" Morayo said as she sat down and faced Bola. "Why won't you. I mean you should be accused wrongly. Imagine how you are dressed" Bola said as she looked at her. "What are you even saying? Can't I dress again? At least, I am dressing for myself and I don't care who is looking at me.  Moreover, dressing is a choice and I should not be enforced on how to dress. The society should brush up and stop dictating how to dress for us and it doesn't mean we should be tagged as runs girls. I dre...

Welcome to Thoria's Diary Page 45  *ADEBIMPE STORY* I have tried putting things in order but things aren't just going well. I always strive to be more better than those I look unto but none of my plans seems to work. I have written down my vision and goals but i fail daily to follow them. Sometimes, the pressure is too much and I find a way to take it off my mind but at the end of the day, I find myself not achieving anything. I feel alone in this battle and I just wish I have someone to encourage me everyday. Johnson used to be available with his words but now, I only hear from him once in a while. I need someone to always encourage me to pray. I need someone to always encourage me to study. I want to be better than this, what can I do? Moreover, people aren't helping. Hmmm, To every Bimpe.. The truth is man can always try to encourage you to do something's but cannot be available every time to place you right. Never give the position of the Holy Spirit to men. If you ...

Welcome To Thoria's Diary Page 44  *TOFUNMI'S STORY* For how long? I can't keep pretending like everything is alright, when nothing is right. I have heard from the past years that complains can't solve anything. Instead, I have to pray, wait on God and take some actions but for how long will I keep waiting? This is one of the questions I ask people but nobody knows the answer. Still in this world,  they are people enjoying and making it. When will my time come?  I am losing those visions and dreams. I don't even believe in myself anymore. Friends and family turn their back on me. I am looking like a loser to them. They think I am over religious and exaggerating on spiritual matters and my belief about God. I have been mocked several times and got negative words from people.  Lord, I need your help because I am getting wearied. I don't know how long I am going to keep waiting. I want result so that people can glorify you through my life too. To every Tofunmi, I k...

PAGE 43  *PELUMI'S STORY* "Why does this, have to be happening to me? I tried every means to fight it but it still keep surfacing back" Pelumi said to herself as she could not hold her tears. Why? Why? Why? I keep trying to make myself understand but it seems not to work. All I see is that jealousy spirit trying to make me feel less by comparing myself to people. I see people's progress and I get jealous instead of me to appreciate them. I compare myself with others, not minding what the creator has said about me. I just want to live big and fine like others are. These, thoughts never seems to leave my head. I didn't know it was jealousy and comparison until I started noticing the hatred I have towards people that are living the big life I want. I tried to come out of those thoughts but each time, I come online, I find myself in. I am losing people because I compare them to myself. I am loosing friends because I am jealous of them. I feel they are living big and I...

PAGE 42  *Note:- This is a real story as we read through, I pray the Lord breathe on us*   *VICTORIA'S STORY* Every day of my life, I have always thought about getting to testify about the goodness of the lord in the unusual way. I keyed into people's testimony when they come out to testify. Deeply within me, I will always say I will soon testify but days passed after days and nothing seems to happen. I became worried and i began to doubt myself because i thought it would happen soon but along the way, I just had to impress myself by saying "My time will soon come" The past few weeks has been stressful and I was emotional down because I couldn't meet up with my colleagues at the place of work. Out of 8 people in a team, I always come 7/8th and I always feel down because I know I can do it but Its looking like, I didn't know how to do it. Everyone was used to me being the last in the team and it's always painful most especially when I know I have Yahweh in ...

 *PAGE 41* Welcome back to Thoria's story (Short form of Victoria). Here is a diary full of different stories. If you find yourself in any page of the stories. Know it's for a purpose! I pray God enlighten you more as you read through. Stay with me as we journey together.  *TITO'S STORY* Sometimes, I wonder if life seems to be in this way for everyone or I am the only one not getting it right. The struggle seems so hard but I am pushing through. Many things have been happening and yet, it feels like I am chasing a shadow of myself. "Tito, you used to be very consistent but where is it now? Where have you gone Tito" This is one of the questions I ask myself to regain my mental strength. I have sat down to ask myself, why must it be this way? How did I get to this level?  I don't find interest in the things I do anymore. Nothing seems appealing to me yet, I don't know what I want. Even if I had the strength to start, I don't know how to continue because ...

There are several moments in a man's life. Moments to laugh, Moments of pains, Moments to cry, etc. Some days ago, I was down because something's wasn't right and it wasn't fixed yet. I got tired and I didn't want to talk to anybody. I just wanted to be alone. I have not experienced such a moment in a long time but I just wanted to be alone. During the moments of being alone, several thoughts were flowing in my mind and I remembered the moments when things was glooming and fine. I told myself "Temilade, you need to pull yourself and gear up. Trust God and everything will be fine" It took me few minutes before I could get myself but I kept allowing those words to sink into me by repeating it and within a short time, I came out of the mood swings. During that period, I got to realize that even in the good and bad time, we need to be positive because God is still God. In the convenient and inconvenient time, he is still God. Even Jesus, had moments when he cr...

I remembered, I was telling some group of people that "I can't go to a place I wasn't invited to". Many people said several things, giving their opinion on what I said but I stood firm on what I said and I wasn't bothered.  While I was brooding over some people opinions. I got to realize something's. Bible says, "Ask and it shall be given unto you. Knock and the door shall be open unto you" Asking Him, is inviting His presence into the situation. Dear Sister, You have been going through a lot, the lord sees it all but have you invited Him for Help. You feel because He is God and He sees it all, He should be able to do something but the bible has asked you to "Ask" Ask,  Call upon Him and invite Him into that situation. If you don't grant Him access through the confession of your mouth and the sincerity of your heart, there is no how He can come in... God sees it all but He still want us to ask Him.  Just like I saw the invitation card b...

"See Grace, I am just trusting God o and I believe in His words. I know it will be possible at his time. I am just waiting and trusting Him. That's what the scripture says right" Mercy said to Grace as she sat on the bed, beside her "Grace, you are funny and you know what, I am sick and tired of you repeating the same words. This is a new year and you still keep saying the same thing. What is your problem? Grace asked angrily "No, grace you are not getting me. I am following what is written in the bible" Mercy said "I am not disputing the fact that you are following the scripture but you have been following without doing. I am sick and tired of you repeating the same things all these while without doing them. You have been saying the same thing over and over again and it pissing me off.  That's the same thing you have been saying since last year and that's why you haven't moved away from the same spot you are. What is the essence of studyin...

"Itohan, what have been going on with you? Adunade asked "Ade, I don't even know...I am just.... I don't know the next step. I have everything I want to do at hand but I don't know what is wrong with me" itohan said feeling worried "You see, you can't just sit there, saying you know the next step without taking any move. Is just like a farmer, who has all the tools and still asking what next to do. You can't just sit there and watch, you have to make a move"Adunade said Pick it up, Nobody will make the Move for you, you have to initiate it. Enough of sitting and waiting for the order to move. Pick up those vision and start doing, what is committed to you.  Whatsoever that has been committed to you this year, pick it up and start doing it.  Don't give excuses when you shouldn't Don't get too relaxed Be intentional and be diligent in your ways. The lord continue to be with you!  *Alokan Temilade Victoria*