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THORIA'S DIARY

 *PAGE 41*

Welcome back to Thoria's story (Short form of Victoria).

Here is a diary full of different stories. If you find yourself in any page of the stories. Know it's for a purpose! I pray God enlighten you more as you read through.

Stay with me as we journey together.


 *TITO'S STORY*

Sometimes, I wonder if life seems to be in this way for everyone or I am the only one not getting it right.

The struggle seems so hard but I am pushing through. Many things have been happening and yet, it feels like I am chasing a shadow of myself.

"Tito, you used to be very consistent but where is it now? Where have you gone Tito" This is one of the questions I ask myself to regain my mental strength. I have sat down to ask myself, why must it be this way? How did I get to this level? 

I don't find interest in the things I do anymore. Nothing seems appealing to me yet, I don't know what I want. Even if I had the strength to start, I don't know how to continue because I feel tired along the way. 

I am fed up and tired of this everyday habits. I know there's more but I don't know how to continue. I don't know if I lost interest along the way or I got tired along the way but I know something is definitely wrong and I am tired of how it has been going.....I JUST NEED TO BREAK OUT

I know sometimes, you might think you are occupied, only to realize that you are not occupied with the things you ought to be occupied with.

Sometimes, you have so many things you want to do and yet, you won't know when/where to start or how to go about it because of the mixed feeling you have.

If you are someone that use to be consistent before, you will notice within you when things aren't going well and at that moment, all you have to do is to get up and get back to work.

Don't procrastinate and don't wait till someone has to pull you up. Think about what you have achieved in the past and the desire to achieve more. Think of the impact.

I know it might not be easy but don't give up at the first trail. Keep pushing no matter how hard it is, there will always be a better result.

Keep moving and trusting God even when you fail, try it again in a different way and don't give up.

I love you!

 *Alokan Temilade Victoria* 
 *Light Lamp*
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