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THORIA'S DIARY


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 *PELUMI'S STORY*

"Why does this, have to be happening to me? I tried every means to fight it but it still keep surfacing back" Pelumi said to herself as she could not hold her tears.

Why? Why? Why?
I keep trying to make myself understand but it seems not to work. All I see is that jealousy spirit trying to make me feel less by comparing myself to people.

I see people's progress and I get jealous instead of me to appreciate them. I compare myself with others, not minding what the creator has said about me. I just want to live big and fine like others are. These, thoughts never seems to leave my head.

I didn't know it was jealousy and comparison until I started noticing the hatred I have towards people that are living the big life I want.

I tried to come out of those thoughts but each time, I come online, I find myself in. I am losing people because I compare them to myself. I am loosing friends because I am jealous of them. I feel they are living big and I am still in the same place I am.

I don't know what to do. I just want to be the same person I used to be, not being jealous of anyone. I want to be in peace with everyone" Pelumi said as she was crying

Jealousy has a way of pulling someone down. It is a vibe killer as it hinder the person from growing because all you see and take notice of, is the progress of others and you never see yours or appreciate yours.

It's okay to see what you desire in another person but whatever it is, sincerely appreciate the person. 

Be in good and positive vibes with the person. You can even tell the person how you adore or like them. It gives way for peace and not jealousy.

Moreover sisters,
Don't ever think of yourself less. Appreciate every of your growth and dealing. 

You have the creator who takes note of people's time. Your own time will come. You are not forgotten. 

Remember Abraham and Sarah, Hannah, etc in the bible. If you feel you have been forgotten, go back to read about them and know the years they waited before being answered.

Enjoy your dealings
Embrace your process because there will surely be a progress.
Don't think less of yourself.
God is always with you and watching every steps you take.

Don't give up on you!
You can become more than you even imagine or think of yourself.

I love you!

 *Alokan Temilade Victoria* 
 *Light Lamp*
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