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THORIA'S DIARY


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 *Note:- This is a real story as we read through, I pray the Lord breathe on us* 

 *VICTORIA'S STORY*

Every day of my life, I have always thought about getting to testify about the goodness of the lord in the unusual way.

I keyed into people's testimony when they come out to testify. Deeply within me, I will always say I will soon testify but days passed after days and nothing seems to happen. I became worried and i began to doubt myself because i thought it would happen soon but along the way, I just had to impress myself by saying "My time will soon come"

The past few weeks has been stressful and I was emotional down because I couldn't meet up with my colleagues at the place of work. Out of 8 people in a team, I always come 7/8th and I always feel down because I know I can do it but Its looking like, I didn't know how to do it.

Everyone was used to me being the last in the team and it's always painful most especially when I know I have Yahweh in me. The spirit of excellence is in me, why must I be dull. I wasn't every proud of myself as a christian because I believe I should stand out wherever I go.

I didn't stop praying and studying. I was studying the book of Proverbs. Chapter 8 and 9 actually ministered to me and I told myself, "Enough of feeling down. I need to sit down, strategize and Apply wisdom"

I stopped feeling down and I began to think of several ways to go about it in my team and to get better. With God by my side, I am always among the top 1-4 in my team and the manager had to say, "You have been doing so great these days. Keep it up". Someone that used to tell me to push harder. Not only that, he also seek for my knowledge about something's in the office and everyone in the office are beginning to see me better than who I used to be" VICTORIA said as she smiled and closed her diary.

Dear Sisters,
Don't feel down on whatsoever you want to do. Just because you used to be the bottom, doesn't mean you can't come first.

Look around you, study the place, sit down and begin to think of how to get better. 

You want to start a business, don't just look at the product. Check the environment, people's needs and so on.

Pray to God to help you in any field you want to embark in. You need His support and He also need your attention.

I pray God help us all in Jesus name.. Amen!

 *Alokan Temilade Victoria* 
 *Light Lamp*

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