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MY STRUGGLE


*LOST IN MY LOVE*

I gave all my love to him, but what did I get in return?   
A broken heart.
I gave him my heart, and he stomped on it like a mat.
I gave him my time and he took advantage of my heart and played with my emotions.

I gave him all the trust, but he misused it.
I gave him the benefit of the doubt, and he proved everyone right.
I gave you my soul and he killed me day by day.
I want to pull my heart and tear it piece by piece so I no longer love him.

I want to lose my memory so I no longer think of him.
I want to go so far so I no longer have to access to see him. 
I want to cry, but I no longer have any more tears to fall down

I want to sleep, but my dreams are haunted by him been there
I can't seem to find a way out. What do I do?
How do I get out of this mess?
How do I stop this misery? How do I solve this mystery?
I can't seem to find anyone to make me feel the way he do,
The way he looks at me,
The way he calls my name,
The sound of his voice when he tells me that he care.

I love him so much I think I'm going to die from this pain
How can I forget him?
How can I move on? If life is not the same without him.
I want to break free and move on, but I think I'll be doing something wrong.
I just want to close my eyes and let things fly and let the days pass me by.

Dear sisters,
I understand how you feel but I want you to know, He is now in the past.

Delete any connections you still have with him, if you can't bear it anymore. Channel your time and energy in discovering what's fun to you and what you are meant to be doing and stick to it. 

It's normal to resent him but don't place it in your mind for too long.. Let alone consume your thoughts. I know it's not easy but you have to release him from your heart and remember, there's someone who loves you regardless.

Happy new month FAM 

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*.
*Light Lamp*
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