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MY STRUGGLE


MY BATTLE 4
*BREAK UP*

I thought it was a dream; I thought it wasn't real,
But pain really hurts and it's really how I feel.
Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the tears.
I hear your voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears.
I don't know what is happening, because you always held my hand.
I have gotten too attached to you that I can hardly do things myself 

You said you would never let go; that is what I don't understand yet, you did.
So many promises you made, and more of them broken.
I'm lost and confused, it feels like I'm choking.
A lot of things I did not say;
Now I can't find my way because I am still trying to process it.

I feel like a thrash but not only that.
Every time you throw me, I always seem to come back.
Yes,
Back to you, back to pain.
Nothing has changed, you're still the same.
I cannot start over because I don't know where to start.
I guess that is what happens when someone breaks your heart.
Because now I am so lost, I wish you were lost without me too but,
You are obviously do well. 

Hmmm,
It really hurt
When you thought the relationship was going somewhere but it didn't end well especially when you know you have sacrificed a lot into it.

Many has run into depression
Many has lost direction
Many has given up on Love because they have been badly hurt. 
Mostly there are some people who are too emotionally attached to whatsoever they love and a little break can drain them.

Dear sisters,
It's not a sin to love sincerely but let's also be conscious of Red flags and be sensitive too so that you won't be caught unaware. 
Use your brain even when you still love and always remember, whatever is from you won't pass through the fence.
So don't be too anxious and don't give up on Love.
The best is coming your way 

I love you

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
*Light Lamp*
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