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MY STRUGGLE


BATTLE 7
*BEYOND ME*

I'm breaking;
I can't be fixed.
I'm missing,
But I won't be missed.
I guess you're right;
I'm way too thin,
And I'm fighting a battle
That I'll never win.

I have so many flaws;
I don't know where to start
From my messed up being
To my messed up heart.
So what's the point
To continue to fight?
When my restless days
Turn into restless nights.
This life hasn't been fair.
I can finally tell
That nobody cares,
And it hurts a lot

I still don't understand
Why God put me on earth
With all of my flaws?
Was I born just to die?
Am I part of a plan?
Made to finally see
That I won't die young
I don't know how to live.
I have nothing to gain,
And all I want,
Is to end all my pain.
I'm losing sight 
Of what I've already seen.
I'm losing my grip,
And I'm barely seventeen.

I don't think I can be fixed again
The foundation has been broken,
Beyond repair 

Hmmm,
There are some situations we will pass through in life that will seem overwhelming, challenging and difficult

Trust me,
Anxiety and depression,
May come our way and it will change your total being and ability but,
Try as much as possible not to give in because more challenges will still come to test us.
No situation is above it,
It's how far you think about it 
Believe you are better than where you are now
Believe you are not a product of your circumstances

Change your attitude towards it and
Keep pushing till you get better

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
*Light Lamp*
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