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 Welcome to Thoria's Diary Page 20  *FIYIN'S STORY* I have tried putting things in order but things aren't just going well. I always strive to be more better than those I look unto but none of my plans seems to work. I have written down my vision and goals but i fail daily to follow them. Sometimes, the pressure is too much and I find a way to take it off my mind but at the end of the day, I find myself not achieving anything. I feel alone in this battle, I just which I have someone to encourage me everyday. Johnson used to be available with his words but now, I only hear from him once in a while. I need someone to always encourage me to pray. I need someone to always encourage me to study. I want to be better than this, what can I do? Moreover, people aren't helping. Hmmm, To every Fiyin... The truth is man can always try to encourage you to do something's but cannot be available every time to place you right. Never give the position of the Holy Spirit to men. If y...

 Welcome to Thoria's Diary Page 19  *OMOLARA'S STORY* What a great day, a day I can't forget. It's my graduation day and I got lot of greetings, warm hugs from friends and families They really made my day and I felt so special. After the whole celebration, I got home and I began to think deeply within myself. "What next after now" but as soon as I began to think, tears began to drop down from my eyes. Though right in the hall, I have been crying whenever I think about something's and my friends thought it was tears of joy but it wasn't. They thought i was going to miss them all but it's far beyond that and I wish I could tell them but I just could not. It was the tears of knowing that I will be going to that messy home It was the tears of knowing that, I might not be as spiritual as before because of what I am going to encounter at home. It was the tears of knowing that, I will return back to the life I lived before I entered the school because I k...

 DAY 20 INTERCESSION PSALM 62 1 AMP:For God alone my soul waits in silence; from Him comes my salvation. 2 AMP:He only is my Rock and my Salvation, my Defense and my Fortress, I shall not be greatly moved. 3 AMP:How long will you set upon a man that you may slay him, all of you, like a leaning wall, like a tottering fence? 4 AMP:They only consult to cast him down from his height [to dishonor him]; they delight in lies. They bless with their mouths, but they curse inwardly. Selah [pause, and calmly think of that]! 5 AMP:My soul, wait only upon God and silently submit to Him; for my hope and expectation are from Him. 6 AMP:He only is my Rock and my Salvation; He is my Defense and my Fortress, I shall not be moved. 7 AMP:With God rests my salvation and my glory; He is my Rock of unyielding strength and impenetrable hardness, and my refuge is in God! 8 AMP:Trust in, lean on, rely on, and have confidence in Him at all times, you people; pour out your hearts before Him. God is a refuge f...

 DAY 19 INTERCESSION  *Revelation 21:3-6*  3 AMP:Then I heard a mighty voice from the throne and I perceived its distinct words, saying, See! The abode of God is with men, and He will live (encamp, tent) among them; and they shall be His people, and God shall personally be with them and be their God. 4 AMP:God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; and death shall be no more, neither shall there be anguish (sorrow and mourning) nor grief nor pain any more, for the old conditions and the former order of things have passed away. 5 AMP:And He Who is seated on the throne said, See! I make all things new. Also He said, Record this, for these sayings are faithful (accurate, incorruptible, and trustworthy) and true (genuine). 6 AMP:And He [further] said to me, It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To the thirsty I [Myself] will give water without price from the fountain (springs) of the water of Life.  *Prayers* *Lord, wipe away tears or w...

 Welcome to Thoria's diary  Page 18  *TOSIN'S STORY* Sometimes, I wish I could cry and scream loud but i can't because I am preventing my voice to be heard by others. Mostly, I don't really understand myself because I find myself crying for too many reasons.  Reflection about my life in the past always bring tears to my face. Reflection about what I have been through. Reflection of not getting enough and walking yet in that vision I pictured.  Reflection of seeing the things I admire coming to fulfilment in the life of another. Yes, I am a Christian and i am trying my best to stop dwelling too much on many things because the outcome will only be tears that wouldn't change anything. It can be tears of regrets about something's. It can be tears of failure. It can be tears on not starting well like others and so on. I have also noticed my tears don't move anything. It only touches those things I admired for that moment but its determination, faith and actions t...

 Welcome to Thoria's Diary Page 17  *ISEOLUWA'S  STORY* How can I move to the next phase, when my heart and mind is fixed on a spot I sincerely wish to be more and I am trying but I guess, I am affected by my background. Whenever I remember my family and family members, I think there can't be chance and no hope for me. I have been battling with my financial life. I have attended seminars and read some book but I don't have the confidence to put them into action.   I have a feeling that I can't prosper in the business I have in mind but I wish to go into the business. I am angry at myself and I don't even what to hear anything. Messages, book, etc concerning finance. Please help me, what can I do? To every iseoluwa, I know the most greatest fear is FAILURE. Probably, you are scared that your business might crash down like that of someone closer to you and the person keep saying different things about business because of what He/she has experienced. So, that cause...

 DAY 18  *DEPART NOT*  *Hebrews 3:12* AMP:[Therefore beware] brethren, take care, lest there be in any one of you a wicked, unbelieving heart [which refuses to cleave to, trust in, and rely on Him], leading you to turn away and desert or stand aloof from the living God. My dear sis, there are a lot of things going on, to shift your focus from God. To deviate your mind from the things of God and the Bible has warned us to beware and take care of the unbelieving heart that wants to shift your focus from God.  Take care of that heart that doubt His word. Take care of that heart that challenge your faith Take care of that heart that doubt His promises and so on. Don't be found lost in your thought. Instead, take every of your thoughts to God.  *Prayers* *Lord Jesus, help me heart. *Help me not to depart from you ( Your Presence) Keep praying, draw strength from God and it shall be granted in Jesus name... Amen!  *Light Lamp*

 DAY 17  *Isaiah 54:17* AMP:But no weapon that is formed against you shall prosper, and every tongue that shall rise against you in judgment you shall show to be in the wrong. This [peace, righteousness, security, triumph over opposition] is the heritage of the servants of the Lord [those in whom the ideal Servant of the Lord is reproduced]; this is the righteousness or the vindication which they obtain from Me [this is that which I impart to them as their justification], says the Lord. There's no shadow, He won't light up Mountain He won't climb down  Coming after me There's no wall  He won't kicked down, Lies He won't tear down Coming after me Believers, this is God's promises to us. I know a lot of things are going on during this season but we have to be strong in the Lord. We can't fight those battle ourselves. We just have to let Him lead you during this dark moment  *Prayers* Jesus, help me to be dependent on you during the dark moment.. Keep prayi...

Welcome to Thoria's Diary Page 16 *DORATHY'S STORY* PART 2 After the rehearsal, I went to meet him and told him, I would love to have a personal discussion with him. He sat down and told me to sit down. He began to ask questions about my well being. As he was doing so, I replied him slowly, so that everyone can go and we would be left alone but immediately he noticed we were the only one in the church, he requested we go outside and he stood up. I had no choice than to follow him. Getting outside, I told him about my feelings for him without beating around the bush and I expected him to react to it but he didn't. Instead, he said he knows about it and he also understood all my attitudes and reactions towards him. I became speechless and surprised. I thought he didn't know anything. He did but he chose not to react to them. His words really touched me. It was then I realized, I was obsessed with him and not in love. I have turned down several good guys who were ready to ...

 Welcome to Thoria's Diary Page 15 * Welcome to Thoria's Diary Page 15 * DORATHY'S STORY * My heart couldn't stop beating anytime I heard his name. He was innocent about my feelings for him, even though I tried to show him several times but he doesn't understand all my body languages. My friends saw me as a crazy lady but I guess I was crazily in love with him. His smiles was the beginning of my feelings to him. As a new comer in the church, everyone came to welcome me and he was part of them. He welcomed me with the purest, brightest and cutest smile ever that did a lot of things to me. Immediately he shook my hand, I felt it as my heart was beating faster that it's normal rate. I thought I had found the right man, only to realize he was married. I know I am crazy because the person I was in love with is a married man. Though, he is a newly married man because he doesn't look like someone that has been in the married club for so long. Moreover, he...

DAY 16  *CAST YOUR BURDEN ON HIM*  *Psalm 55:22* 22 AMP:Cast your burden on the Lord [releasing the weight of it] and He will sustain you; He will never allow the [consistently] righteous to be moved (made to slip, fall, or fail).  *Matthew 11:28-30* 28 AMP:Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy-laden and overburdened, and I will cause you to rest. [I will ease and relieve and refresh your souls.] 29 AMP:Take My yoke upon you and learn of Me, for I am gentle (meek) and humble (lowly) in heart, and you will find rest (relief and ease and refreshment and recreation and blessed quiet) for your souls. 30 AMP:For My yoke is wholesome (useful, good—not harsh, hard, sharp, or pressing, but comfortable, gracious, and pleasant), and My burden is light and easy to be borne. Psalm 37:5 5 AMP:Commit your way to the Lord [roll and repose each care of your load on Him]; trust (lean on, rely on, and be confident) also in Him and He will bring it to pass. How do you cast your burden...

DAY 15  *MY SHEPHERD*  *Psalm 23* 1 AMP:The Lord is my Shepherd [to feed, guide, and shield me], I shall not lack. 2 AMP:He makes me lie down in [fresh, tender] green pastures; He leads me beside the still and restful waters. 3 AMP:He refreshes and restores my life (my self); He leads me in the paths of righteousness [uprightness and right standing with Him—not for my earning it, but] for His name’s sake. 4 AMP:Yes, though I walk through the [deep, sunless] valley of the shadow of death, I will fear or dread no evil, for You are with me; Your rod [to protect] and Your staff [to guide], they comfort me. 5 AMP:You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my [brimming] cup runs over. 6 AMP:Surely or only goodness, mercy, and unfailing love shall follow me all the days of my life, and through the length of my days the house of the Lord [and His presence] shall be my dwelling place. Amen!!!  *Declare to yourself*  *Because the ...

Welcome to Thoria's Diary Page 14  *FAUSTINA'S STORY*  The challenges were too much for me and I couldn't do what I used to do. I lost the zeal for fellowship with God . I felt I was alone in the battle. Things were not coming forth the way it ought to be. I became weak and i gave into any little opportunity but the result wasn't as expected. I lost the eagerness and joy to go to church as depression set in. The bills were too much, family matter arising and so on. I could not even remember the word of God as a shield to my faith. All I wanted was to be alone. But that didn't work out as I got several calls from the pastor and members. After their calls, I decided to go to church because I didn't want any questions from people.  After the church service on Sunday, the words of the pastor kept ringing in my ears. It sounds different and confused to me. He said, we should all give ourselves to the needs of the kingdom but I kept wondering how will I give myself to...

Welcome to Thoria's Diary Page 13  *CECILIA'S STORY* I met Gbolahan at the top business conference I attended. It is a conference that takes place twice in a year for every workers in the organization.   Though, that wasn't the first of seeing him but that very day, we had a little chat while the conference was going on and he seems so intelligent and responsible. After the conference, he requested for my number which I could not ignore because he is such a loveable and intelligent person...smiles. I thought he would be like the other guys who disturbs young ladies with their calls and messages. He seems different but only in some aspect. Gbolahan is a Christian and he is very deep in the word and prayers but still, something was missing. The first chat I had with him was unusual. I felt I was in an interview session as he was asking several questions about myself, spiritual life, etc. Gradually, our chat became so intense as he asked questions about the word of God and r...

DAY 14  *INTERCESSION*   *Ephesians 3:17-19*  17 AMP:May Christ through your faith [actually] dwell (settle down, abide, make His permanent home) in your hearts! May you be rooted deep in love and founded securely on love, 18 AMP:That you may have the power and be strong to apprehend and grasp with all the saints [God’s devoted people, the experience of that love] what is the breadth and length and height and depth [of it]; 19 AMP:[That you may really come] to know [practically, through experience for yourselves] the love of Christ, which far surpasses mere knowledge [without experience]; that you may be filled [through all your being] unto all the fullness of God [may have the richest measure of the divine Presence, and become a body wholly filled and flooded with God Himself]!  *Prayers*  *Lord Jesus, we pray for those who are yet to experience Love. Let them encounter your love. *Lord consume us with your love. Cause us to be zealous and passionate about...

Welcome to Thoria's Diary Page 12  *SADE'S STORY* What more can be displeasing than a beautiful lady like me, who is struggling to love and stay in a relationship. Tito, my friend always advice's me to go to a psychologist for check up. Nobody seems to understand me because nobody knows the origin. It's not as if I am happy with everything that is happening to me. I tried severally to make every of my relationship work but it seems fruitless. I am a lover of God but I realized the pains and hatred for love was birthed by my parents, while I was growing up and it's still affecting me. I wish I could forget the past but every of my efforts to forget, seems negative. I have dated 5 men in my life but I always end up breaking up with them without any reason. I cried because I live in the shadow of love. I loved Bro Emmanuel so much that I thought I will be spending the rest of my life with him. I saw the future with him but every of the vision collapsed the night I call...

Welcome to Thoria's Diary Page 11  *GLORIA'S STORY* In my quest to find LOVE, I found LUST which became an addition to me.  Tosin was one of the guys I evangelised to but among all, he seems ready to listen more to what I had to say. So, we exchanged numbers for proper and adequate communication. His desire to know God became deep, after two weeks of intense teaching and explanation. Also, gradually we became close as we both revealed things about ourselves. Along the line, I got to realise we both had similar past and that led to several questions. Our communication grew, as we began to talk everyday and sometimes end our conversation with the scripture. My friends around me thought we were dating but I kept telling them we were just friends but deeply within me I am already in love with him. I have never loved any guy as I love Tosin. He is teachable, funny, intelligent, smart, well oriented and to crown it all he is born-again. "Wow...could it be, the reason why I met T...

DAY 13  *INTERCESSION*   *2Corinthians 5:17*  AMP:Therefore if any person is [ingrafted] in Christ (the Messiah) he is a new creation (a new creature altogether); the old [previous moral and spiritual condition] has passed away. Behold, the fresh and new has come!  *Prayers*  *Father, let this scripture come into manifestation, in the lives of every new converts and members in Christ. *Take away every addictions, past, etc. Let there be regeneration in the lives of every new converts and members. *Let fresh and new things come into the lives of every new converts and members.  *Let's continue to intercede for them privately*  God bless and strengthen us in Jesus name....Amen!!!  *Alokan Temilade Victoria*

DAY 12  *PATIENCE*  *Psalm 27:14* AMP:Wait and hope for and expect the Lord; be brave and of good courage and let your heart be stout and enduring. Yes, wait for and hope for and expect the Lord.  *Luke 21:19* AMP:By your steadfastness and patient endurance you shall win the true life of your souls. I remember those moment, when i was still growing up. Every time I boil egg, it's not always done. I usually stay for 2 minutes, thinking it's done only to find out it's not done. I was always angry and I just had to eat it like that. Sometimes, I will watch my mum anytime she boils egg and try mine but nothing changed. With time, I realized the problem wasn't the egg but me. I was impatient, I was always worried and thinking that the egg should be done. Now that I am older, all I do is to put the egg on fire and be doing some other things and with time, I know it should be done because I understand how it works and worry less about when it will be done. So also is some peop...