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 *TOSIN'S STORY*


Sometimes, I wish I could cry and scream loud but i can't because I am preventing my voice to be heard by others.


Mostly, I don't really understand myself because I find myself crying for too many reasons. 


Reflection about my life in the past always bring tears to my face.


Reflection about what I have been through.


Reflection of not getting enough and walking yet in that vision I pictured. 


Reflection of seeing the things I admire coming to fulfilment in the life of another.


Yes, I am a Christian and i am trying my best to stop dwelling too much on many things because the outcome will only be tears that wouldn't change anything. It can be tears of regrets about something's. It can be tears of failure. It can be tears on not starting well like others and so on.


I have also noticed my tears don't move anything. It only touches those things I admired for that moment but its determination, faith and actions that bring those picture to pass.


To every Tosin, 


It's high time you stop dwelling on those tears. It's time to be determined not to lose focus, no matter the struggles, circumstances and so on.


Sometimes you might feel you aren't enough.


Sometimes, you can get tired.


Sometimes, you might feel you can't reach your goals. 


Sometimes, you look down on yourself.


Sometimes, you think only about the negative comments passed across to you and you give up on that assignment commuted to you.


You need to hold on to your faith and continually do that which God has committed to your hands.


If you fall, rise and pray to God for strength, so that you can continue your journey.


No matter what has happened, what's happening and what is still going to happen later. Don't ever give up. 


If you do, the generations, nations placed on your shoulder will fall. Jesus said, whosever will follow, let him carry his cross.


Carry it, bear the pain and focus on God. Then God will heal all your pains and turn it to a testimony.


I love you!


 *Alokan Temilade Victoria*

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