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*DORATHY'S STORY*


PART 2


After the rehearsal, I went to meet him and told him, I would love to have a personal discussion with him. He sat down and told me to sit down.


He began to ask questions about my well being. As he was doing so, I replied him slowly, so that everyone can go and we would be left alone but immediately he noticed we were the only one in the church, he requested we go outside and he stood up. I had no choice than to follow him.


Getting outside, I told him about my feelings for him without beating around the bush and I expected him to react to it but he didn't. Instead, he said he knows about it and he also understood all my attitudes and reactions towards him. I became speechless and surprised. I thought he didn't know anything. He did but he chose not to react to them.


His words really touched me. It was then I realized, I was obsessed with him and not in love. I have turned down several good guys who were ready to marry me. I thought he was in love with me too and was shy to say it because of the way he smiles and joke with me. I never knew I was obsessed with him. It wasn't a reciprocate love. 


He also told me that most of my messages was replied by his wife and he advised me never to assume any man smiles for love until I hear him speak. He said he wasn't surprised that it's happening again. He began to preach to me and made me realised many people had been attracted to his smiles. He said he won't stop smiling because it's one of God's gift to him. 


He made me realised, it wasn't only the smile that attracted me to him but the one backing up the smiles, which is the Holy Spirit. He used the smile to ignite me so that I could give my life to Him. Now, this last statement he said, really broke me down totally. He said, it wasn't him I was obsessed with or fell in love with but it's the Holy Spirit. Then, he asked if I was ready to be used by the Holy Spirit just like him and I said Yes. He prayed for me and I accepted the life of Christ.


That day, I went home as a different person. Even my friends who saw me, knew something has changed. At night, I couldn't stop thinking and crying about what he said. His words kept ringing in my ears most especially his last words before the prayers. I started praying that the Holy Spirit should use me also to ignite the lives of people.


Hmmm....There are gifts embedded in you for the gospel. The gift of smiling, acting, dancing, etc. Someone can get attracted to you because of the way you acted or danced. 


In as much as the gifts are in you, you have to give them to the Holy Spirit. Build a relationship with Him, get to know Him more so that He can continually reveal things that are supposed to happen to you. Also, learn to set boundaries with the opposite sex. There are something's you don't need to pray about, you just need to act on it. Such is the area of setting boundaries with the opposite sex.


To every DORATHY'S whose story ended up in the bed which led to regrets. I pray that God encounter you and heal you up. I also believe you've learnt a lesson from your experience. 


Falling in love with a married man and expecting him to leave his wife for you, is not love. Check yourself, you are only obsessed with him because at that moment, you are trying to say you can do anything to have him. Even if it requires you to kill his wife.


My dear sisters, guard your heart diligently. Don't let the devil use it as a tool to play on and destroy you.


I pray God help us!


I love you!


 *Alokan Temilade Victoria*

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